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New year , new life :DD

2012-01-04T18:48:00.001+08:00

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn , i miss them like hell i swear :'/

Ohyes , HappyHappyNewYear Anyway :DD

My mood have been really great exclude today . Today im feeling terribly sad and i really dontknow why , Haaish . Suddenly i think of him and i feel like breaking down . But the good thing about me this year is that , although how terribly hurt or sad i am , i'll always avoid myself from crying . And thats really hard for me but yes i did it . I no longer cried for him , cause i know he's doing the right thing so i dont blame me for hurting me . I blame myself for making him feel bad . Oh anyway , who say exboyfriend cant be our close friend huh . Well , me and xanchi are becoming great friends . But i really hope that he'll stop loving me soon cause i feel so bad for him . Lol wa , kau asek pikir psl hati orang laen tapy hati kau takde org kesah . Tsktskkk . Other than that , i dont wanna go ITE , suddenly im like so scared to enter ITE , i wanna have my secondary life back . Im just not getting hang over it , haishaish . I got into ITESimei , yeah i got the course that i want FitnessTraining but then why no hap alot of girls ? Mostly guys siyaaaaaaaaa , sad or what man ! Firstday of school im all alone , Ohmygooooooddd im so scareeeeeeddddd , i sweaaaaaaaarrrr ):
Blablablabla , the best part about today is that everyone is ignoring me , mcm wth please -.-

So far 2012 have been really nice to me i guess ? Okay , since i brokeup with him my phone have been silence . TOTAL SILENCE i tell you , so damn bored ? No text , no nothing , no everything . At a point of time im so sad that he leaves me , but at another time im like happy cause he hurt me with honesty not with lies , thats the good part . but the worst part is that its already 2012 and i havent move on . New year , New school , New friend , New life but really its still the same old me not wanting to move on . I scared if i moved on youll comeback , and if i dont move on youll be like let go of me , so how :/ what can i do when the best part of me was always you ? Okay da2 , im so sad today . HappyNewYearEverybody:DD

Happynewyear

2011-12-31T11:49:00.000+08:00

MorningEverybody . See what he post for me , so so saddening :') , i was inside a cab on my way back home yesterday when i saw this . Onthespot i actually breakdown.OMGGGGGOMGG .Youre sucha nice guy , how can i not love you ? Its impossible. Oh anyway , today 31stDec already . Fuck 2011 so badly please , i had the heartbreak for the whole year , ive been sad the whole time . Such a bad year for me , 2011 so cruel to me . I really hope 2012 will be a better year for me , i reallyreallyreally hope so . And faiq , dont ask me to not love you , cause from the start if you dont make me love you and we were to remains close friend , i wouldnt have fall for you . I SWEAR . Youre impossible for me to forget , yes youve hurt me , but really youre really sucha nice guy , and i know people kept saying youre bad . No dude no , prove them wrong , youre really nice. Dyeh baek hati sesangat tapi aku tqtawu asal orang pandang dyeh taqbaek . The way he looks ? His past ? Fuck all that okeh people , dont you dare say him bad though he hurt me . i know why he leave me , and i guess if i were to be in position i'll leave him too . So he's doing the right thing for his future and mine . And thankyou for that for me realised that yes , i do deserve better . Now all i need to do is just move on, cause its really impossible for me to be back together with you . There 'll be no more us , i will try to stop loving you okeh ? i'll try to treat you like close friends okeh . I know till now you feel so bad for leaving me, cause i know you feel so bad and hurt seeing me sad. But nevermind dude , every heartbreak has it reasons huh , everything happens for a reason so yeah aku iredha aje la kan . Oh anyway , NewYear Resolution ? Naaah what for make a resolution if never make it up to our ownself right ? I just wish 2012 will be a better year for me and i really want to leave my past on 2011 and now i just need to moooooooooooooooooooove on .

Dont ask me to stop loving you , when the times come then i'll stop loving you and move on .
Other than that , this year taq pegy . First having fever , second , eye swollen , third leg swollen psl ciket hary maen longboard asek jatoh abeh hazz peh longboard langgar aku. CBB sumpah saket kaki aku smpi skrg . Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaish . Okay la , HappyNewYear Everybody . Andand I still looooooooooooooove you :')

faiq

2011-12-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii , At internet cafe now with two idiots doing ITE Thingy . Dorang irrits spam aku aje , Ishihkishhhhhk . Oh anyway , How could you move on so fast ? Its either youve moved on or im the one whom just imagining things , My feelings turns out right now . Did you move on ? Have you ? Haissssssh :')

Tmrw interview at ITESimei , Hopefully dapat . Andand i love you still faiq :')

2011-12-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

Baju couples , Ohh tak ehh --.

Hello , So guess what ? Back to my single life again . What a life i had huh this year , 2011 why you so cruel to me ? Why so bad to me ? Why OH Why ? The whole year this year i only got 2 Ex which Muhaimin and that guy above Faiq . Amazing huh ? Pecah record kan ? Well , although me and Faiq is only for a few days but im glad to know him . Yes he hurt me , reallyreally deeply but nevermind . Da taq jodoh kan , So redha aje la ape yang da berlaku . Naq taqnaq tetap qene move on , this sucks . Okay , Im so dooooooown right now , Byebye :')

HR

2011-12-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

Hihi , Iniy dia Faiq Haidhar Bin Rosli .

#201211 , Iloveyousomuch bayby :D

Hello Everyone ! So yeah , Itu diaa , thats my boyfriend , Ohyes i love him so much please . Theres alot of his picture , but i dontknow why , i wanna post this picture of his ? Hmmm weird la aku niyh . Well , like really i didnt expect him to be my boyfriend . We were like just a friend , text all day long , and he told me he cant moved on and i told him i cant move on . Then as the day goes by suddenly he's acting so weird and he say he loves me . Well let just say after a while we are together . Andand the really awkward thing is that he's MinSanto 's friend . Whos MinSanto ? My exboyfriend lor , hahahahahah ! Well bile qwn mcm laen mataehy aku , bile mataehy mcm laen . Entah la , Aku pon malas naq cakap . Aku go with the flow jeh , kau layan aku layan . Kau taq layan then nevermind aku paham . Kau kan hot ,aku bukannye lawa sangat . Wth siyaaa wa .
What you talking wawa ? hahah . Whatever it is , Im not gonna hope too much but this time i really hope my r/s will last . Prettyplease with a cherry on top cancancan ? ILoveYou Bayby :D
Ohyes , my NLevel results dead shit rabak . Well i failed by 4points , Such a freaking wasted effort siya . Sumpah hancor hatiku . But now , i really hope the course i want i will actually get it so yeah just praying hard as for now . Other than that got grounded by my damn dad cause i failed my Nlvl . I feel like killing him i swear . Hey dude , atleast im continuing my studies what , i didnt quit school what . CBCB Kanina siaaaal -.- He was like im not comparing you to your brother but im ashame of you . LIKE HELLLLLLOO ? Youre ashame to have a daugther like me ? Waaah dissapointed siya aku with your words . Thanks uh siya ! 16years of living ive been reallyreally patient with you . Kau tudoh aku , kau mara aku taq tentu pasal , and dulu bantai aku , aku bwad ape ? AKU BERSABAR jeh taw . I guess now im matured enough to know what i wanna do in my life . And yes REBEL TEEN ON THE LOOOSEEE , i dont give a fcuk about what you say dad . Im just gonna live my on life , with or without you . You dont even give a shit about me , you dont even support my interest . All you do is to blame me and put me in the wrong . yela aku kan sape , yang betol semue abang aku pe bukan aku ,. Dyeh masok ITE kau taq biseng ? aku masok ITE kau biseng ? ape kau pehy maksod cb siyal pukimak ? Keluarge kau bwad siyal dgn mak aku nan aku , kau maseh side dorang . Bodow ! Family sendiri taq tawu naq jage , Binget siyal aku . Ohh i swear he is really really getting on my nerves as the days goes by . Thats the whole reason i ve been spending my time outside with my friends every single time , Cause yes dad You Sucks bigtimeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee _l_

XKK .

2011-12-16T04:40:00.000+08:00

MornightsEverybody :D

Time checked is 432am , Yesyes im wake . WIDELY AWAKE(:
And yes , Guess what . A weird thing im gonna announce now , Im attached , yes i am . To whom ? Secret liao . Andand seriously till now im shocked ? Like seriously i myself cant believe im attached.
LOL!! So yeah its his birthday today which is 161211 , So yeah the day im attached . HAHAHAHA! Im stilll laughing my ass out about this , i swear ? Ohmygod , can someone give me a slap on my face ? Its like a dreaaaaaaaaaaaam! Apepon terjady , semoga kekal abadi la kankankan ? MinSanto qlw attached , aku pon boleh siyol!!!! So yeah 3moredays to Nlevel results , Im freakingout , ISWEARR seram giler to the taham maxima.com.sg.
That moment when youre single nobody text you , but when youre attached everybody starts to appear and wanna text you . Mcm ccb kan ? Wawa kau att kau ingat , No more MS . I need to get over him reallyreally soon cause yes im att to MS's friend . WTH kan ? Ai know but nevermind . So yes , Malas naq type panjangpanjang , Byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeee :D

Lastlong:D

2011-12-11T02:58:00.000+08:00

MornightsWorld! TimeChecked 242am , Ohyeah im widely awake . Cause its like insomnia oh ohhhh --/ . So yeah i swear i feel like deleting this blog off , but its like theres too much memories. I wanna start a new life , with new memories . Its like when i update this blog all i could read is my past ? And yes my past sucks , sucks bigtimeeeeeee , it hurts me. But in another thought , i dont wanna delete too . Hmmm mayb this could be a place i could let all my feelings out and share . Oh anyway , dearestExboyfriend , MinSanto , well his attached . Andand he's attached with my junior ? What more could i say you really made the wrong choice . Nahh , Im not gonna destroy your r/s , infact im happy for you that you already move on and lead your own life without me . But yes , just one thing dont love her too much kay ? You dont know her story so yeah i hope she wont hurt you like others do kay ? Lastlong dearest . Other than , that feeling you said youre over him but youre not . That feeling you act it wasnt a big deal at all but infact it really bothers you . That feeling when someone made you feel special at a period of time and then suddenly leaves you hanging all alone and you need to act as if you dont care when the fact is that you really cared . Anw , met Acap the other day . LOL! And i dontknow why we're still in contact or why on earth am i still meeting him ? Cause yes he turned out to be first Exboyfriend that actually i could still remains friends after a breakup . Yeah it sucks cause when ive actually meet him , everything about us will suddenly rush back in my mind . Thats the worst part , but the good part is that Hey we are friends , And im so glad about . Andandand as for now suprisingly i feel like moving on . Nlvl results are supeeeeeeeeeeeerb near , Oh anyway this year countdown Scape ahhh Scapeeee . Im so going , Okay im out of words . Mornights:D

Happy1MonthSingle WawaKsiaow :'/

2011-11-20T02:09:00.000+08:00

So yeah , I still love you :'/
Happy 1Month Single WawaKsiaow :'/

Oh Greeting , Selamat Malam Everyone .
So yeah , Im 1 month single today , like nabehychiaocheebye , And tomorrow would be my 3rdMonthsary yang taq menjady with Min . I feel like dying right now , i just wanna cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry and cry like i never cry before . So now basically , i work as a Surveyor at 313Somerset . Happylife siyaq qeje gynieh mcm , mcm takd qeje pon . So yeah , since qeje da pt 313Somerset , harihari turon scape lor ape lagy . Mcm wtf gytuh kan ? pehh la mendak ahsek turon scape . Met Exboyfie Acap a few days back . Okay , that moment when your exboyfriend whom you have a hard time to forget last time asked you and adviced you to move on from your recent breakup . Like that awkward moment huh , Like seriously like wtf ? And there i was like eating and he was like" bape lame single ? mase tnggukan dyeh ? moveon sudah"
And i was like , " Can i like cry right now ? " Well , we met for just a while , he from school kene detained then he met me for a while at Scape then after that he go back to school . So yeah , that moment was like for just a while but then i cherish it cause its kinda hard to meet him . Okay , i seriously dontknow whats happening to my life right now . There will always be a time everyday that i would suddenly breakdown and cry , like seriously , i think i love him more than i love acap ? Errrrrrrr wtfwtf . Its like selagy aku taq maty atau hilang ingatan aku mcm taqleh lupekan kau gytuh ? err looooooool . So blablablabla , currently listening to club songs , fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tenang kejap fikiran aku. Its been almost 2Weeks ai didnt topup my prepaid , Like wtf . i cant live without my prepaid . Went out with Babygirls and babyboys to town just now , Greeaaaaaaaaaaaaaatdayyyyyyyyyy , After that , longboarding at bedok . Cheyyyy wawa longboarding siyol , hekhek . Okay , tomorrow working and i still havent sleep . So yeah , chalobeteh , Nights . Meowmeow :D

Im hoping thats why im still waiting :'/

2011-11-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

GreetingsGreetingsEarthlingsLoveliers :D

So yeah , ive been busy helping out with something at Mendaki this few days . Damn i so need alotalot of rest cause yes im freaking exhausted . Ohyes , Soon im 1 month single . Hekhek , Nampaknye bwad record lagy la aku niyh , takpetakpe.
i believe everything happens for a reason , gyeah im still hoping thats why im still waiting . Yeah i know , he doesnt give fcuk anymore but then i dont see any reason why i still cant forget about him . Takpe , Aku redha aku bersabar . If god's willing , then im still gonna wait for you okay min ? Okayskipskip , this 15Nov is my first day of work at JohnLittle at Expo . Haiyaaaaaaa , suddenly like lazy but nehmind . Need to help famiily somesort so naq taqnaq keje jugak lor , taqnaq beban kan makbpk aku sangat ah , Cheyyyk naq step goodgood pulak aku niyh . Hahahaha .
Ohyeah , everyday without failed , theres always a point of time that im gonna and will cry . WITHOUT failed ehy aku repeat , well mcm taq penat gytuh . Doesnt mean i know his not worth my tears meaning im gonna stop crying about him . Well yang saket haty pon aku mahh , so yeah my choice lor what i wanna do . So yeah ive not been contacting anyone lately cause i cant be bothered . As for today watched theatre performance with my girls , greatday with them . After the performance , Wanporn called me . Longlost friend , actually taq lost ahh , dyeh recently baru qwa dari prison . But then tomorrow masok dlm alek , mcm wth kan ? taq serikserik siyaq niyh anak . Aku dari eunos turon payalebar turon circle line da smpi bishan naq tukar redline naq py admiralty , then dyeh called qate naq amek gaji pt aljunied abeh dyeh suro aku alek and patah alek bedok . Taq funny siyol aku travel dlm mrt tukartukar line sorangsorang cham budakbdw , atlast qate naq amek aku pt umah abehy taq muncolmuncol . Mati taknaaak kan niyh mcm pehy orang ? Lantak kau la wan -.- , its almost 3years since we're become friends . Boleh la tahan lame jugak la kan ? Errr okay what else ehy , nothing interesting happened already cause mostly what basically im going thru right now is just hurting and in pain so yeah . I never thought that the old WawaKsiaow 2years ago whom acts like a bitch , hanging out badcompanies , had reallyreallychanged now and becoming a goodperson . Not that good , but then much more better personality la kan . Cause i believe that , we change for the better for our sake not others sake . And definitely , I dont change for a guy's sake , please la guys cant go die already . No guy no cry la hor , but no muhaimin i wanna die siyaaaa , hahahahahahaha ^^
Okay , naq go download songs manymany , Goodnight . Meowmeow :D

Thanks for the wishes :D

2011-11-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

2011 is a really cruel year for us , we really gone thru alot of badtimes this year .
I guess this what we call life . The starting of the year we already went thru alotalot of problems , and now coming towards the end of year another hugemajor problem . But im glad , the four us still work hard and put effort to manage every thing and try to help each other . And daddy , Youre a really strong man .
I know whats running thru your mind , theres alot of things youre facing now but you just dont have the guts to share to mummy . Luckily , dearest aunty told me what actually happen , and by that now i know you re really struggling to save this family . Andand i could really see youre at the level of giving up , Im sorry but i;ll try my best to help , I know im not the best but i yes atleast im trying , Ilovemyfamily alot <3<3<3

Oh hello BabygirlsBabyboys ~
Well , i received hundreds of birthday wishes . And thankyousomuch for that everyone .

He actually wished me on my birthday and that was one of my wishes actually , cause i only to have him back in my arms or to received a birthdaywish from him . So yeah , only one wish is granted . Going to be 3Weeks Single , aku rase aku naq bwad record agyk macam dulu . Tunggukan acap for 7Months , and now tunggu min taqtawu bape lame pulak . Its hurts for me to see that you are doing completely fine without me . Well , its either you really had move on , or you really have already move on a long time ago . Haiyaaaaaa , nehmind let bygone be bygone.
Im not gonna disturb his life anymore , im just gonna wait and make him realised that never could you find a girl whom could actually love him this much . Imma the only girl , lalalalalalal ~

My birthday pit at PasirRis Park was just fine , kinda bored but nehmind .
No mood liao , Kbaibai :'/

MS

2011-10-31T01:40:00.000+08:00

We're strangers now , and thats the hurtful thing that i really need to bear right now .
From friends to couples , from couples to strangers . This feelings sucks bigtime , i swear .
Yallah Yatuhanku , hanya padamu aku bisa memohon .
Yallah ku sayang dia , Yallah ku cinta dia . Aku memohon dirinya akan kembali .

& 2 more days to mybirthday .
My only wished is just to have you back in my arms .
Maybe a wish from you would be just fine , i guess so .
I love you so much , too much , MuhamadirMuhaimin Bin Hashim

Its over , and ive wished you'll come back and stay :'/

2011-10-27T14:37:00.000+08:00

#210811 - 201011 Bbycinta already ends ;'/

Haiyaaaaaa , what more could i say ? Everything between me and min is over .

The worst part is that , we broke up the day before our 2ndMonthsary , taq kehr patah seribu tuh hatiku ? Masyallah , hanye tuhan saje la ye yang tawu betape saketnye hatiku skrg . Ohyes , i waited for Zai for 2years then i moved on . I waited for Acap for 7months then moved on , and now i dont know how long it takes for me to moved on . I guess this is what happened when we put really high hopes on guys , but hey actually i didnt put high hopes on him , i actually just go with the flow . But then it ends still , An Unexpected breakup will actually leads to the worst heartbreak ever , Like serious shit okay . So this is what he said to me , :

Bby im wanna tell eu something but i knw u will be sad .. I think im just gonna let you go ..

Coz im having alot of problems in my mind rite now im sorry bhy i knw tmr its our 2nd monthsary and i dont mean to this im sorry bhy love you ♥♥

Ohmygod , YallahYatuhanku . The moment i read it , onthespot i cried like hell . And guess what ? I was actually having dinner with my family and abang's friend outside . Sungguh the taq funny okay aku steady jeh nanges taq ingat dunie gytuh macam . Ohboy , and sumore i dontknow the reason why he actually broke up with me . Tengok fb , qate ade case . Dapat tawu dari babygirl , dyeh ade pmpn baru . Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , mane satuh betol niiyhhhh ?
Yang penting skrg , he got posted a pic when he was drunk . Mcm siyal please kau , sape suro start prangai lame aleq pon aku taqtawu . What i know , when im actually with him i actually didnt control him at all . Dyeh qwa sane synie , lepak ade pmpn pon mane aku ade mara cause iveactually trust him thats why lor . Wahliaaaaaaaaaaaaaooooooo , i could actually remember everysingle memories when we re together , oh i swear . The first time i saw you was when i came down to hougang to study with nana , and you were just smiling all the way . And from there , the others qept disturbing you with me . we had alot of similarity , and youve said to nana " mcm same jeh qyte due " . RMBR THAT ? And unexpectedly we fall for each other , but you were so shy to start the conversation but nana helped us . And our first outing was the day we went to geylang with nana's family . We both were reallyreally shy , we were forced to take pic by nana and mummy . Rmbr that ? and next outing when we went to bazaar just the both of us , and you dad wanna videocall to see my face but your hp batt was low ? andand i brought you meet my friends and we took pics together ? though we were just friends that time, you put our picture together as your wallpaper at your phone . then by that every single day we otp , rmbr you went to kiamulai at masjid near serangoon there and we otp till 5plus in the morning ? thenthen on the 18august , we started talking " sygsyg " cause you tersasul ckp that work , and onthe 20august im off to johor and you sent me a msg saying , " syg sowie lmbt reply ai baru bngn . Okay la have a nice trip and be back safely taw , i love you mwah . hahahah " . youve laugh cause you actually were so so shy to say those words . And the next day on the 21August ive came back and you actually waited and was happy that ive finally entered singapore . And around afternoon we textexted each other , and you was like " bhy bby syg " . And that time i was waiting for mas at her void deck and after that we met at kampong melayu there . i bought TaufikBatisah disc and you was like sanggop ehy you . and then i ajak you lepak with my friends again , and then you sent me home. and when ive reached home nana texted me that you wanted to be together with me . And starting from that day onwards my life changes , cause i nvr thought that someone like you would end up with somebody like me . We gone thru alotalotalot of situations . After being couple we didnt met for a week i guess then when we met , you bring me to meet your mum . your mum was soso nice to me . thenthen petang raye ,my mum saw you cause you sent me to her workplace and on that day too you ask me to accompany you and mummy go shopping .
We bought the same colour for bajuraye which is pink . Err next outing was we went for a MovieDate at Goldenvillage tamp to watch the movie Smurf3D . Andand you was like ehy dorang amek gmbr yok amek gmbr jugak . And you say my face mcm hantu cause puteh giler biler ade flash . Thenthen , at the cinema we had our first kiss . Okay da, ai taqnaq cerite panjangpanjang lagy , if not im gonna breakdown the wholeday and just crycrycrycry . For now , im already 1week single . 6days to my birthday and i really wished to have you back in my arms .
Sesungguhnye thats is only my birthday wished ,like seriously only that . i only want you back .
Okay la , everyday routine now. Im just gonna breakdown and crrrrrrrrrry , Iloveyousomuchtoomuchmuhaimin , Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaish , Kbai <3

Idontknowwhat to do anymore :'/

2011-10-18T17:43:00.000+08:00

Ay baybayh ! Okay , back blogging again .

I wont update this blog regularly , insyallah i wont leave this blog dead .

Guess what ? Life getting sucker as the day goes by . Family sucks , Boyfriend sucks too .
Why cant you guys make me happy for once ? Kanina la . I got feelings siyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ----.-----

Family theres up and down , only mum whom understand my feelings right now . As for boyfriend ? Haiyooooohh , 3 days to go for our 2ndMonthsary and everything is in a mess . Dude , dont you even give a fcuk about how i felt ? I sent him a longlong message and you just fcuking ignore it . Pukila siyaaaaaal -.-

Boyfriend , theres such thing called facebook for me to know what youre doing and your whereabouts okay.
Firstly , im older than you . Secondly , i have more EX than you and lastly ive met different alot of guys with different attitude . Wanna play games with me ? oh nonono , youre playing games with the wrong lady here .

Trust me , if this were to happen to other girls , like serious shit they wont be patience and i swear they would have already leave you . But me ? I CHOSE TO STAY , I CHOSE TO HOLD ON . Cause why ?
Cause i freaking love you and which part of that dont you get that bby ? Gooooooooosh please dont make this an end . 3 more days , and im really wishing everything will goes fine . If you dont love her , let her go dont make her stay and make her suffer . If you have feelings , she have feelings too .
Ohyes , met acap a few days back . That awkward moment your ex whom you really have a hard time to forget about is trying to help mend things out on your current r/s with your boyfriend when your own boyfriend doesnt even give a fcuk about it . Sucks huh that feelings ? gosh im saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.

The other went out with babygirls till im drunk , and boyfriend doesnt give a fcuk when i told him im having a badheadache . Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodehy please aku -.-

Okay feeling freaking down , prepaid already low . So dont text/call me okay , Byebye Iloveyouboyfriend:'/

i miss the old us :'(

2011-10-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

Those spaces between each fingers are meant for yours to hold onto mine baby ,
i miss the old us :'(

MorningLovelies .

TimeCheck 120am and im gonna start blogging . Gosh , im feeling superb dooooowwwwn rightnow .

Asal la part monthsary naq dekat mesty boyfriend start berubah lagyhk ? waduhwaddduuuuuuuuuuh .
Qalaw ahsek macam gynieh jeh kan , boleh maty jugaq taw aku . Stress siyaaaaaaaaaaa hidop gyni mcm .

Mummy so supporting with me and boyfriend already , she let met go out with boyfriend as and when i like .

Abehy skrg boyfriend pulaq yang susah naq jumpe . I really missed those time tengaa qenalqenal ahsek jumpe without failed everyweek . Then bile barubaru mataehy mesty jumpe slalu , now its like we re drifting apart gytuh ? I guess you might not feel it cause yes only WE GIRLS whom usually experiencing this feeling .
Lastime youll be the one whom randomly call me and text me .Youll be texting me iloveyoubby like so randomly when we re talking about other stuff . And whenever i say iloveyoumore youll deny it and always fought back . And when we cant meet , youll be the one whom saying youve missed me and wanna onthephone with me . And when i didnt toupu for the days or even just a day youll be already texting me saying , bby cpt topup please , rindu and all that stuff . Then if i were not to reply your text youll be like texting me or even miss ccall me or something ? And lastime when we onthephone theres like alot of things to talk about , like laughter much but no more . Why change baby why ? I know im not the best but atleast im really trying . Why change baby ? you know i love and i would never do anything to hurt you . Baby , i could like really remember what exactly the way you treated me lastime and now okay . Theres a really hugggggggge different , ISWEAR . And everytyme when we re drifting apart , its had always been me who need to start approaching you about your change then you gonna realised all of it . Like hello , Do you have feelings for god sake ? Ohgod. Cause all i could say one fcuking day youll realised how much i seems to love you .

Luckily i manage to put all this feelings away when i was doing my nlevels . I really hope i could pass , like realllyreally pass . Atleast better than my brother results maybe ? Insyallah Amin , i really hope so .

Now boyfriend working , and im still waiting for calls whether i get the job that i interviewed for or not .
Well just hoping the best for myself . Goosh , im so freaking dooooooooooooooooooooown . Okaybye;'(

Nlevels are over , yaaaaay!

2011-10-06T16:58:00.001+08:00

Yoooooooooooooooooooooo Babygirls&Babyboys ~

Its been a fcuking long time i guess i didnt update ? I guess so laa kaan .
I reallyreally feel like leaving this blog dead but macam sayang la sangat , alotalotalot of memories liao .But nehmind , And yes syukor alhamdulillah me and boyfriend is back like how we use to be , Yaaaay!Andandandand like finally Nlevel is over , happygilertothetahapmaximaplease. ITE PLEASE ! (:
but then i feel like going sec 5 , depends on my result then . Ohanyway , family been sucksucksucksucks -.- Let just say i spent my time mostly with my babygirls only for the moment , blablablablablabla . And yes smone is attached already , Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh . Let see whether youll last okay ? I wanna see you hurt like how youve hurt me , i wanna see you cry so badly like how i use to cry for you .

KARMA ARR KARMA !! Okay , Im lazy to continue blogging . Anything text me , Loveyou :D

2011-09-17T02:26:00.000+08:00

ILoveMyBoyfriend , Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy ♥

MorningMorningPagy Earthlings (:
Time Checkcheckcheck is 2am , yes im wide awake still . Currently Sengkang , Cousin's crib. Sesungguhnyehr lazy to go home liao , insyallah tomorrow then i go home (:
Anyway , 4 more days to 1stMonthsary with Boyfriend , So fast hor .

Well im not gonna love too much trust too much and hope too much like how my previous relationship with acap , causecause that TOO MUCH would eventually hurt too much sometimes . So yeah , im just gonna go with the flow and Insyallah lastlong . Amin .

Nlevel had already started , SS Eng Malay paper done already . Screwed up for my SS .
Well next paper is on 3rd October which is combined Science . Wawa prangai mawu maintain taqnq pegy sch agyk , this whole week i only come sch for only 1day .
Ituhpon aku report sick , Heheheheh . I seriously am superduperdamnfreaking lazy to go school anymore. Other than that , im missing boooooyfriiiiiiiiiienddd so badly .
Now like seriously im booooooooooooooooooooored , k bye (:

2011-09-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

Every21st♥

Well , after soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long my laptop is back . Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay(:
Anyway , im lazy to update this fcuking blog of mine already .
Just wanna say something , WHO SAY I CANT MOVE ON HUH ?
Well dearest acap starr , youre no longer in my fcuking head , well ive moved on and im really proud of it .
After 7months of suffering waiting and waiting for you like finally i met someone .
. So yeah , Insyallah aku aqan lastlong(: Qay anything text , Byebye (:

ILOVECLUB

2011-06-25T13:56:00.001+08:00

HeyHiHelloGreetingsEveryone ! My blog is like sooooooooooooooooooooooooo dead -.-

Not having any laptop is fine for me afterall , i am already use with this situation already .
Ohhh anyway , my life have been greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat . 24/7 im out with babygirls , weee ~ Ahsek kwa harihari , boleh pokai siyoooot wawa gytuh macam . Ciket hary ton best sunggggggguh ^^ Yes ive started my bad habit again but that doesnt mean im like the old WawaKsiaow whom is bad . I dont drink I dont smoke but I club , Can ? ^^ Trust me , clubbing is the easiest way to ease your mind . Like serious shit okay , ILOVECLUB ! Other that that , my love life still sucks . And guess what soon im 5Months single already , amazing huh ? Im truly amazed by myself . Never i thought i would be single this long . It sucks waiting for someone , like seriously. Whatever it is , i dont care about all that anymore. Im happy with my single life , and ive made the decision not to be in a relationship till my Nlevels are done . So dude , I wanna be single . GET IT ?! Okay skipskipskipskippppppppppppp !
Nlevel oral is in 3Weeks time and Nlevel early papers starts on September which is in 2Months time . But here i am still slacking in my studies , Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffftttttttttttt -.- Gosh wawa , i so need to buck up on my studies . I really need to start paying attention in class , and most importantly to start attending school regularly . If i were to continue this kind of attitude , im so gonna failed my Nlevels . Parents had agree with me on going ITE , YAY ! Its either i take SportsManagement , BeautyTherapy or HospitalityOperations . All HigherNitec , sumpah i dontwant go Nitec -.- ChangeTopic . Guys nowadays chaaaaaam siyal pleaaase -.- Semangat 5min contact , beyh byle da kasi harapan nanty tetibe dorang hilangkan dyrieh . Mcm wtf please . Yes i wont deny the fact that im actually jealous with one of my babygirls . Hmmmm if i were to be with him lastyme , life would be really amazing . But unfortunately , his yours to keep now . Menyesal pon takdee gunenyehr , his still my past so i cant do anything . Daa laaa , maken ingat pasal kawan aku tuh maken saket haty pleaseeee . Okay dada sudah , school reopens on monday and i havent even touch any of my assignments . How wonderful is that ? Heheheheheheheheheeh (: My prepaid is loooooow , so dont bother texting me okay . Andandand , moving on may be the simplest thing to say , but its the hardest thing to do . TrueEnough ? Okay i'll stop here as for now , Anything find me in Facebook okay ?

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2011-03-30T15:23:00.000+08:00

Suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup Readeeeeeeeeeeeeers :D

Obviously im at the internet cafe thats why i could do some update in blogger . Yeahyyeahh .
Called MrConceicao just now cause i could not log into my McOnline and heymaths . Bylehr da boley login menyesal plaq qol cikgu tady , Causecause the assignments are all so hard like hell . Andand ai think ai only pass my CPA , the reesssst failed . Amazing Wawa , Amazing . So nowww , sedang chatchatchatchatchat .

Macam tawuh jehc ehy korang yang online tuh Wawa and Not Acap . Speaking of Acap , i feel like killing him . HAHAHA ! Its not that he did something bad , its just that , selagy Acap maseyh muncol dalam hidop wawa , wawa taqleyh move on uhc . Like seriously , i only love him and when i say only him means ONLYHIM ! The other day Nana qatehr , " Dunie betol nq qiamat uhc smpi pcl qaw maseyh tungguqan acap smpi skrg , qan da lamehr " Andand Indah plaq qatehr , " Astagahhh " . Iqbal plaq qatehr , " Boleyh letaq pt Book World of record nyh " . Not just them , there are plenty of my Babygirls & Babyboys are shocked that im reacting this way . HAHAAHAH ! Pecah record qan ? Tepranjat qan qrg wawa cm nyh ?

Haaaaaaish . The other day onthephone with acap , felt like crying but theres no use of crying anymore .
CAUSE YOU MUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HE WONT COME BACK TO YOU WAWA !
Common wawa , Accept the fact that he's gone , you goottta move on ghurll . Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :'(
Im like saying this to myself but ai didnt even do it ? So hard to move on causecause i love him still till now .
Everytime when i wanted to move on , theres always something which is making me remembering about him . Its either suddenly he appear in my life again or those memories with him that i kept flashing back . I wondered if he ever had miss and love me , like how im missing and loving him now so badly . :'(

Wake up Wawa ! He doesnt love you no more , Qay enough is enough . Maqen ai cytehr pacal dyeh maqen ai naq melalaq . But before that im gonna make this straight . Ai tqqn berhenti sygqan acap , qay stop.
Andand ive not been attending school nowadays cause ive been really sick , injured my foot too .
Fractured liaaaaaaaaaaaao , da pegy Xray and everything . Everything seems so wrong .
Currently chatting with babygirls and babyboys . Sumpaaaaaaaaaah tqdmood , Info baruh masoq -.-
Qay da byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :'(

-.- :'(

2011-03-15T17:25:00.001+08:00

Helllllllloooooooooooooooooo Readeeeers :D

Well , i know my blog is dead . Like seriously dead maha dead punyaaarh . No more update no nothing no everything . Till my laptop is back up then i'll do update like ive always did like last tyme . Inyh pon wawa deqat cafe naq anoh abg wawa ite thingy so sempat la wawa update qejap qan . You know what ? Life sucks .Ai swear life sucks bigtime , 2011 just sucks bigtime . Guess what Guess what ? Wawa havent move on . Fuhhhyyoooh pecahrecord WawaKsiaow . Since when i would wait for a guy ? Since when i would love a guy this much ? Since when i dont let guys to "qenalqenal" with me ? And since when wawa taq contact dengan sesapehr ? You guys tell me , senjaq bylehr prangai wawa mcm gyniehr ? Senjaq bylehr ? Tqpernahpernah qanqanqan korang dgr WawaKsiaow tq move on , tq pernah qan ? Usually after a break up , after losing someone i would probably move on and lead my life with someone new , but this time NONONONO ! I dontknow why but till now my heartache have not been mend still , im still hurt , im still hoping for him . Hingga saat inyh wawa maseyh sayangqan acap seperti dulu . Walau mcmmanehr acap naq benciqan wawa qehr , acap nq maraqan wawa qehr . Wawa ttp aqan sygqan acap . Im holding onto my words and my promises . Trust me , this aint worth it but im still waiting :'( Thanks Babygirls&Babyboys whom had advice me and cheering me up , thankkyouuusomuuuchhh for all that . But i never thought i would be this way , i never thought i would end up like this all alone . Other then that , ive been wanting to say to all guys . " Dont give a girl's hope , if you have no intention of catching her " . Like seriously guys , this is 2011 , Prangai korang sumpah stop it ehy satuhsatuh . Well , senjaq wawa putos dgn acap mmg adehr yang contact dgn wawa , adehr yg nq deqat wawa . Tapy bylehr wawa qatehr wawa maseyh sygqan acap , satusatu tinggalqan wawa . Wawa buqan sayangqan dorang , tapy wawa perlu orang yang selalu berade disisi wawa . I need someone whom i can look on to , Guybestfriend ? Semuehrnyehr peraaaaaaangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai -.- . Qatehr jehc qawan , qatehr jehc " i'll be there for you " . Checkcheck semuehr hilang jugaq apehr , Inyh diqateqan jantan . Like seriously , Kalau naq contact contact , taqnaq sudah . Wawa pon da malasbintaqkuase naq layan orang mcm gynieh lagy . Enough is enough ! Andand yes im still in contact with Acap but not everytime . Not gonna elaborate much about that . Wawa pon tqshure acap da move on qehr tidaq , yang pasty wawa maseyh blom move on dan sampai bylehr pon wawa tqtawuh . Haaaaaaaaaaish . Susahnyehr wawa naq lupehrqan acap , susahnyehhhr wawa nq berhenti sygqan dyeh . Yaallah , wawa penat lalui semua iny setiap qaly . Asal laa mcmmcm dugaan harus kuh tempuhi ? Asal mesti wawa ? Asal mesti wawa yang qenehr lalui nyh semuehr ? ASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ?!!!!?!?!?!

Wawa berharap qateqate acap semuehr ituh betol , wawa harap acap jujur dengan prasaan acap terhadap wawa . Jangan kaci wawa harapan palsu , wawa naq acap terosterang jehc . Qay ? Haty wawa saqet :'(

Let me skipppppp about my lovestory . About school ? My CA1 results sucks bigtime .

English - 41% F9

Malay - 53% C5

CombinedScience - 50% C5

- Physics 47%
- Chemistry 53%

CombinedHumanities - 38% F9

- Socialstudies 36%

- Geography 23%

Maths - 38% F9

CPA - 92% A1

So yeah , i only pass my combined science , malay and cpa . If my Nlevel results were to be like this , fermferm ITE qan ? Ai swear i have exactly no hope of going Sec5 , causecause my combined humanities hancorbederai mann . Family ? Friends ? No comment , ups and down . Qadangqadang oqay , qadangqadang taq . Ai pon tqtawuh naq qatehr apehr lagy . Andand Wawa skrg pon da tq gy qeje agyk . Cause wawa busy with dancedancedancedance and schoolschoolschool . Next monday qene perform pat schooool , waduuuhh maluhh dehh . Thenthen 12 April SYF , qecohhhh . Schedule tight rabaq punyarh .
This 1week Holiday pon schedule tight , got camp from tmrw till friday . But tmrw i cant be bothered to go , so only going starting from Thursday . Andand about AZZURA ? No money to go . mcm laaaa siyaaaal .
Yoq tuqar topic agyk . Ai rynduh SembawangWoodlandsTampinesSimeiBedokBoonLay Peeps manymany .
Mcm manehr naq jumpehr lau wawa ahseq busy jehc ? Not to forget bdkbdkbola , hohoohoo . Rynduhkorang maha rynduh . And not to forget my babygirl DollyKaysiow , Rynduh dyeh habeshabesan punyarhhhh .Ohyeah the other Wan chatted with me asking manehr menghilang . Hahahahah !
Part kuh hilang baruh naq start cariq , part kuh adehr semuehr tqnq cariq . Nyh mcm qatehr member ? Ohhh tidaaaq , sisterbrudder prangai tqdehr nyh macam qay . Oqaaaaaay la ai pon da taqdehr mooooood .
And yes Acap still updates my FacebookAccount , so yeahhh jangan maen sembarang chat .
Anything update my thru phone ayehr , Qay da Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2011-02-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

~ Ay baybayhhhhhh !
Currently in school during CPA lessons , am doing coursework too .
Sajehr jehc ehy masoq internet ? Hhaha . Ohwell , ive been sick this few days . Irrits baybayh !
Asal taq maty teros ? qan bagooos siket , tqd kuh naq saqet haty mcm skrg . And yes guess what ? Wawa da pecahh record taww . Lepas breaq , wawa tqd mataeyh for more than 2weeks . Usually , after a few days and more wawa aqan attached this time NONONO . Cause why ? I cant be bothered with other guys .
AI swear till now , till this period of time im still loving acap like how i use to . Ahh ameq qaw , this sucks .
Baybgirls & Babyboys been asking me to move on and advicing me like hell but to no avail . Im still with my decision of waiting and loving Acap . Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaish , Ilysm still , 2 more days to our 3rdMonthsary yg tq jdy , Ai betolbetol mengharap untoq qamuh qembaly . Da laaaaaaaaaa , qay bye :'(

Valentine ?

2011-02-09T19:11:00.001+08:00

AllTimeFavouriteGirl Twinnieyhkuh , Inny ^^

Previous post done by Dearest Dhydhy , Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwh Ai chyntaa you Dhydhy :'(

So yeah , basically at this stupid internet cafe , checking abang's ITE thingy . Abg get the course that i want which is Business studies Sports Management . Not fair kankankan ? I want that course tawuuuuuq ! Ive made my decision to go to ITE instead of continuing to Sec 5 , cause the syllabus are wayway too difficult and the grade are 3 times higher than Nlevel . So Olevel NoNoNo , ITE YesYesYes . Oqay stop .Ai type nyh macam taqdehr papehr gytuh ehy , padahalpadahal ehy wawa . Haaaaaisssssssssssssh . Work have been really great nowadays , had Kammiey , Firuz and the others to maqe me smilesmilesmile .Other than that school was great too as ive not been crying much lately cause i have my babygirlsbabyboys to cheered me up . Thankyouuuusomuuuuuch everyone ! yes ive been crying everysingleday without failed , but not as bad as a few days back . Ohyeah , justnow in school firdaus asked me , " Qaw nyh adehr problem mcm tqd problem jehc , boleyh happy2 pt sch " , andand randy plaq tanyehr , " Wahdah , why you like moodymoody sometime " . Andand i answered , " I miss my 24 " . They know whos my 24 , Acap laa qan . Who else would i be missing am i right ? So let cut this short , cause im not in the mood already . Anyway , met Acap yesterday . Just teartearstearstears , I dont wanna elaborate .So yeah dhydhy , I hope your feelings for me was still true towards me and i hope you'll still will gave a chance to let your heart opened and be with me once again . Im just hoping for that , thats all love .Ive not been texting you nowadays , firstly basically i felt so so awkard and scared to start the conversation first and i really dontknow why . Secondly , ive been busy with schooooooooooooolwork , Stress nyehr ! Thirdly , im scared that i would be disturbing you . And fourthly , I miss your voice babyboo . Its been a while we didnt onthephone am i right ? Missing you so badly babyboo . Guess what ? Again this year valentine im all alone , Sigh . Alrytes , im not gonna be so sentimental here , im donedonedone .Andand to facebook friends , Please stop starting the chat with my account cause obviously it wont be me . Im not updating my facebook , its dhydhy whos updating it . Want my number ? 0.0 . Maqesure you re someone that ive known alrytes , Im done as for now . Text me if anything alrytes ? Mwahhhhhhhhhhs ! Loooooooooooveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D

2011-02-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

Heyy Bhybhy , Dhydhy Wanna Post Somethinq For You .

All Made By Myself ^^,

Sesunqquhnya kita sudah berpisah ,

Tapi rasa cinta masih kekal ada ,

Kerana dirimu amat berharqa padaku ,

Sehinqqa aku susah inqin melepasqn mu .

Tidak ku sanqka kita aqan berpisah ,

Kerana ku yakin kita akan bersama sampai bila bila ,

Tpi kesilapan mu telah membuat diriku nikat ,

Untuk menqakhiri hubunqan kita dqn cepat .

Sudah ku maafkn mu ,

Tapi kamu tidak menqubah kesilapan mu ,

Dan terulanq laqi ,

Sehinqqa pecah bederai di hati .

Namun ,

Dirimu akan ku setia mencintai ,

Dan akan ku jaqa dqn baik sekali ,

Jika pintu hati terbuka sekali laqi ,

Jaqalah diriku dqn penuh teliti ,

Kerana ini adalah peluanq terakhir baqi dirimu Bhybhy :'(

Insyallah pintu hati akan terbuka ,

Minta maaf jika ditutup buat selama lamanya ,

Tpi apapun ,

Aku akan setia mencintai dirimu :)

That's all Bhybhy , i have for you .

Iloveyousomuch Bhy :'(

Waw{a}cap ended , ilysm :'( Haissssssssssssssssssssssh

2011-02-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

` Memories were left unsaid , im speechless baby .

Back updating causecause im at internet cafe . So yeah guess what ? Bad things happen , I hate my life .
Im not gonna elaborate about my life , cause it just sucks big time andand family gone worst and i have nothing much to say already . So now let me let every single thing that is in my heart , And trust me , im bursting into tears now , At the internet cafe . How amazing right ? Sighs , my eyes are swollen . Ohmy :'(

Waw{A}cap already ends , #241110 - 020211
Dearest Dhydhy , Trust me you re still not out of my head yet and trust me it wont .
I hope you ll read it and believe every single thing that i say cause it all came from my heart . Haaish

So yeah , remember how get to know each other ? Remember how hard you tried to win my heart ?
Remember our first date at Somerset ? Remember all those outings i had with yea and with you friends ?
Love , those memories were left unsaid , those memories cant be erase at all , KenanganTerindah .
Hanya airmataku yang mengalir telah menemani sepiku setiap hari , setiap saat apabila ku fikirkan qamu .

Wahai chnytaa , bhybhy rase begitu kekoq kehilangan dhydhy . Bhybhy taq sanggop menangis setiap detiq kerane ditinggalqan oleh dyriehmu . Faults on me , ai tawuh punce qami begini segalesegalenyehr datang dary bhybhy . Qneprh la bhybhy nyh bodow sngt bwad kesilapan sebegini ? Dhydhy , bhybhy taqsanggop kehilangan dhydhy . Pegang qatehrqatehr ai , selagy hati iny menyintai , selagy ituh ai tqqn berhenti sygqan you . You showered me with love , you tender me with care , you sense me with your kiss , you gaved me faithfullness in our relationship , likewise , you re the one that ive been searching all this while. But what more could i do if you already make it an end ? Kini , ai naq mtqmaaf utq segalegalenyehr atas kesilapan ai selame nyh . Ai tawuh ai banyaq sgt bwad kesilapan , and i realised that i never did learnt from mistakes somehow .
Sighs . Sesungguhnyehr dyriehku iny sungguh mengharap qamu qembali qepada kuh namun kuh tawuh ituh tidaq mungkin aqan berlaqu . Dan skrg , hanya kenangankenangan dan gambargambar kita boleyh menjady tempat kuh melepasqan rindu . Namun begitu , Ai maseyh perluqan you dan ai sedar skrg bahawe tidaq mudah untoq membiarqan you pegi setelah apa yang telah qami lalui bersama . You ve came to my life and heal my heart , now youve gone leaving this heart not mend at all . Faults on me , i reallyreallyreally didnt know what to do anymore . Nothing seems right without having you by my side or should i say , Everything seems wrong in my eyes . I want you to be my last , i want you to hold onto my hand and stay with me forever . I cant stop thinking of you , and thats so true . Im still loving you so badly and really i cant believe woking up everyday without having you by my side . I swear , this hurts me so badly . I know ive hurt you by doing such things , but doubt me , Iloveyousomuch still . What more could i say ? I may gone out of your life, but not forever babyboo . I love you oh yes i really do , Iwantyouback . Thats all baby .

Now that we arent together , i dontknow whom i gonna look up on to , i dontknow who love .

Im sorry for everything dhydhy , Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaissssshhhhhhhhhh :'(

So yeah , theres like a trillion things i wanna said but ive just continue my words cause here i am bursting into tears . Im not blaming you for leaving me , cause i know faults is all on me . But why must make it an end ?
Im not ready to be left all alone , im not ready to lead my life alone , im not ready not having you by my side .
Basically , i need you throughout worthwile . Just you you you you you , Us us us us . I want US back :'(

I know we can make it , i know we can go far , but it already ends . How i wish i could turn back the time ?
Lastly MuhdAshrafHanand , Wawa maseyh sayangqan acap dan wawa naq acap tahu semua itu .
SelamatTinggalKaseh , Waw{A}cap maseyh dalam ingatan .

i miss babyboy :'(

2011-01-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

` Ayy baybayh !

My blog is like so so so dead , am i right ? Sorry readers for not been updating really much .
Ohwell , due to some reasons WawaKsiaow would be gone for quite a while in the CyberWorld yeaaaah .
So anything get me thru by message or calls , Andand i've changed my phone number . Want ? PM in facebook and i'll give it to you . Currently at internet cafe with mummy . Had malaydance in the morning till noon , at noon outing with bestfriend . Dhen after that off to Mummy'sFriend crib , and now at internet cafe . With my school uniform sumore , amazing ehy ? Nyeeeeeeeeeets . Qay skrg ai naq storytelling ciket plaq .

I swear my life sucks big time , problems after problem . Ai only manage to share my problems to Nana and Afiq . I dont know why , but somehow only them could understand my situation here . School sucks !

Heres my fixed schedule for the whole week :
Monday - Ends at 4pm .
Tuesday - Ends at 3pm
Wednesday - Ends at 3pm

Thursday - Ends at 6-7pm
Friday - Ends at 6-630pm

Saturday - Ends at 1230- 1pm
Sunday - Workworkwork , usually till closing .

So yeah , for the whole week im superbbusy . I dont have enough rest at all , i dont have enough time to staycalm , to relax and have a time for me ownself . Haryhary aleq school lambat , schoolworl belambaq . Haryhary without failed any adehr homework . If only 1 subject i dont mind , but this its like most of the subject . Ohmy , im freaking stress out . With problems after problems , sometime i just feel like jumping out of the window and let me die . Financial problem rabaq maha rabaq . Hanyehr afiq dan nana jehc la yang tawuh . Sedeyhh ehy sanehrsyniehr warning letter , daddy is working superb hard to pay every single thing . Mummy's pay is like sososo little . I have exactly no idea what to say anymore , im in a situation that i wanna give up . Seriously shit , fuck this life of mine . I hate it , i swear . As for my relationship with babyboo have been not so good . I admit theres up and down in all relationship but this time i felt im left out in love . Whad im trying to say is that , with all those fight that i've been thru with him just bothers me . Im getting sensitive as each days goes by , andand i dontknow why . I hate it when im become too sensitive and every little thing really does pissed me off . Andand yesterday was the worstnightmare ever . Had some problems with babyboo , i wont elaborate anything here cause korang taqperlu tawuh . Went to school with my eyes a little swollen . Inside bus was crying , board down from the bus cried again . Ella was there to comfort me , thankyousomuch babygirl . Reach school not a word was left unsaid , bumped into beena , Hug her and cried again . Oqay first period was Physics , AllenYeo askask questions ai jeling pt dyeh , PE time was fine . After PE was free period . This time i cried so so badly , fristly Randy asked me so there he was trying to comfort me but nothing works . Fauzi , Firdaus and Firz tried comforting me and cheering me up , None of its work . Headed to the toilet with Firz , Cry my lungs out . Mate da bengqaq qan , bengqaqqan lagy lor . After that recess Ipin tegor , " Wahdah , asal nampaq sedeyh jehc nyh ? " Ai ignore him , ai tegor ai jeling . Blablablabla , on that day itself , my line qene potong . Nomore HP ! Butbut i bought Pp8 so new number la qan . Oqay enough of everything . Now let me let things out . Whad i know i cant barely let babyboo out of my life, i cant afford to lose him , i cant afford to continue my life without . He's just too different from my previous guys . He showed me love , he showed me faithfullness , he showed me tenderlovingcare . He showed me and gave me everything that i need . Im reallyreally grateful to have him , andand i dont want because any silliest thing that happen to breaq us apart . Once i love you , i would always love you . Mark my words , i wont do such things to hurt . Ai chyntaaqan you , dan hanye you yang ai ingin hidop dengan bersame . Babyboo , im loving you too much . And everything seems so wrong nowadays , yeahyeah faults on me . I know , I have nothing to say no longer . Oqay im terribly out of mood already . So yes , will update again once im at the internet cafe alryets . Anything text me qay , takecare .

BabyboyAcapStar ,
Meet me sooooooooooooon , i swear i cant resist this pain .
Im missing you so so badly :'(

2011-01-26T08:43:00.000+08:00

` HelllooooooooooooooooooooooReaders :DCurrently in school during CPA lessons . Cant be bothered to do coursework .
Wanna why ? Idiotic teacher maqe us stayback ,so maqen qaw punish maqen kuh tqnq bwad. Qanasai ! Sudahhh terang kuh aqan maqi qaw ! btol taq erna ? Hahahaha ! Dhat kaysiow is beside me andand she's like " luahqan prasaan ehy , mesty blog pcl cikgu " .Biase jugaq , WawaKsiaow mahh , Nyeeeeeeets ! So yeahhhhh , sungguh dhe mendaq tqd laptop pt umah , bingeeeeeeeeeeeeeet dow ! Blablablabla , alot of loveones been asking me to go sec 5 .Please nono ! Ai dont wanna go sec 5 , Byebye Bartley and Hello ITE ! Get it ? Hehehe , Im missing babyboy so so badly , Waduuuhhwaduuuhhhhhh :'( Qaay la , ai da tqtawuh nq update apehr . Anything tex me , Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs , Loveyou all :D

2011-01-18T15:22:00.002+08:00

` Ayyyy Readers !
Currently ai deqat internetcafe dengan mama . Actually dtg syniehr nq anoh abg nyehr ITE application thingy beyh since adehr extra time . Ai anoh lah blog ai qan . So yeahhh , hows my new blogskins ?Anything text me qay ? Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2011-01-12T08:56:00.001+08:00

` Suupppppppp Readeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers !
Sorry for leacing my blog so so dead , laptop at home is under restruction .
So yeah currently in school during CPA lessons . Cant be bothered to do my coursework . Hahaha !
Ohyeahhhhhhh , life succccccccccks bigtime anyway . Couldnt careless with my life anymore , I gave up -.-

Freaking stressout with Schooool and Parennnttts . Everyone around me is presusrring me to go Sec 5 . Ohmygooooood , Do you guys know that the standard of Nlevel and Olevel is totally way much different ?
Ai swear pressure on me tawuuuuuuuuuuq . Now im struggling with my schoolwork , it seems so tough !
Andand for god sake , dont spam my notification box at facebook prettypleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease .
Sesungguhnyehr irrits teramatlah sangat . Ai cant entertain all that cause my laptop is spoilt .
How many times my i say ? Irrits tawuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuq ! Anything get me through by Messages Or Calls yeah . Andand GhettoChickiesCrew , Adehr practice text me oqay ? I can only online when im in sch .
So harap maklum luhc qan . Qay da stop , Im missing Babyboy soooooooo sooooooooo badly !!!!
Babyboy will update my facebook yeahhh , so jangan maen sembrang tegor pt facebook ai , causecause it would be him not me . Hahhahaha ! Qay next ai naq suroh baby update qan blog ai .
Oqay its 9am so ai got to go ,. Text me peeps , TakecareLove . Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs !

Babyyyyyyyyyyyy

2011-01-04T16:55:00.002+08:00

& Third post for dhe daaaaaaaaaaaay , Heheheh ^^

Finally im done doing a blogskins which have a picture me together with baby .

VeryyDheeBigggBiggg tawww babyyyy gambar qytehhhrr nanty , Ehy ai loooooooooikeeeeeee ~

Ehy nicenicenice , Ai suqehr Ai suqehr ! Tapy yang irrits dyeh punyehr navigation box tqleyh tuqar colour . Irrits you knoww , naq tuqar mcm manehr pon tqtawuhh . Ohweell , i'll re-edit again luhc qan . I'll change to that blogskins when im free yeahh . Hohoho ! Ohyes , Moodswings again ! So if i were not to reply your call or messages , Harap Maklum! Pahampaham prangai wawa yang mcam siyaq nyh , Qay Maceyhhh Wansueyh ! :D

Fuckschoooooool -.-

2011-01-04T15:35:00.002+08:00

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack Loves :D

Finally im back home , school was somehow great and somehow suckish in many ways . First of school da qene caught and everything . Wahhhhh I hate BartleySec ! Sumpahh mepeq oiy ! Geraaaaaaaamnyehr -.- Went to school as per usual with Ella , inside bus ai da nyanyinyanyi ketaweketawe mcm pmpn gylehr . Met Kynn , Sazz and Nana at bustop . Sazz is getting taller while im not even growing any longer , ehy taqfairtaqfair . Ai wanna grow more taller pleaase ! Reach school late , hehs . Da lambat satuh hal , Nana dgn ai steady jehc leqleq pegy toilet setset rambot touchuptouchup kejap . Da tuh qytehr pon assemble uhc qan , semuehr orang tengoqqan jehc . Da dudok qene tangkap dengan sy Loh pasal ear studs berlambaq . Ai cakap dgn Nana , pagypagy bute jehc da nampaq satuh musibat nyh peyh muqe . This ex of mine , i feel like killing him siyol ! Qay after that nationalanthem TanChieNah marahmarah suroh nyanyi quat lagyk , after that adehr temperature taking , ai taqdehr thermometer . Then qenehr dyriehr pat assembly ground . Mcm puqimaqqawpeyhlaqyuhc . Aruh first day taq bagy muqehr , cm siyal siyaa . Qay headed back to class , FormTeacher , CoFormTeacher sumpah sucks biigtime . Tqfierce naq step manehr peyh fierce , da tuh starestare . Puqiii tol . So yeah ai jady ViceChairperson for 4N3 . Wawa jady ? Semuehr taq cayehr . Hancor la class nampaqnyehr . Hahahahahahaha ! Ohyehr sat with Bestfriend Randy again thisyear . Thenthen he asked me , " you stead on the 24Nov isit ? I also ehy " . So then ai qatehr lastlong pt dyeh , dyeh qatehr lastlong pat ai . Thenthen dyeh tanyehr puqol bapehr semuehr , da buang tebiat siya . Hahaha ! Beyh sy Firdaus plaq " WawaKsiaowWawaKsiaow " , Irrits siyol -.- , beyh FirdausRandy , " Wahdah conferm nextyear ITE " . Perangduniehr qejap siyol , qene maqi dgn ahquh teros dyam. Oqay dhen tetibe ChinKheenThen masoq class , Start uhc dyeh peyh lecture . Yang bwad kuh sort dyeh qatehr , " This is 4N3 , most of you will be going to ITE " . Dary dulu sampai skrg dyeh pandang rendah pat class ai . Lastyear dyeh qatehr , bdkbdk class ai fermferm adehr retain , Atlast semuehr promoted jugaq pehr . Mentangmentang last class taqdehr harapan naq gy Sec 5 uhc? Kanina . Piqir qaw bagos sangat pehr siyal ?! Binget ai dibwadnyehr . Pendeqqan cytehr after recess had to assemble had hall got this talk thingy , da ngantoq sangat qan . Tydo uhc apehr agyk . My habit of sleeping during school hours taq lepas ehy . Taqpehrtaqpehr , I will try to be awake in school for this year . Must focus ! And guess what ? Schedule is out , Every single day going home latelatelate . As for tomorrow im not shure going back what time , maybe 130 if not wrong . So yeahhh , whatever luhc qan . This coming thursday got SS block test , Conferm failed . Aruh start skola adehr BlockTest , boleyh jady gylehr akuh . Pressure on me already . Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr -.- Ohyeah babygirls tegortegor qatehr rambot maseyh nampaq collour . yeahyeah , i purposely left some colour behind . Andand i look like a total freak with my hair being Dye Black -.- Wanporn pissed me off , just ended chatted with him .Yelaa salah ahquh paitaw qaw , part qaw paitaw ahquh tqnq qire uhc ? Lagypon you step tq qenal ai gytuh . Lauh ai adehr mataeyh manehr ai naq jumpehr qawan laqy ai semuehr . Tawuh ai peyh care qan ? Dhen pahampaham uhc ai peyh care . Qay currently chatting with AbgDanny. Qay skrg ai da taqdehr mooddd , naq blaja for test and reesssssssst !
Ai miss boooooooooooooyfriiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeendddddddddddddddddddddd :'(

& Ehsoq mcm biasehr qay ella :D

schoooooooooooool .

2011-01-04T06:36:00.000+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL WAWAKSIAOW !
Chakchakchak ! Hehehehe . Pagypagy bute ai da online ? Taqdehr qeje laen qanqan . Hahahah ~
Oh you know what today theres SchoolSchoolSchool , my bed is calling me back to sleep , Hahahahahaha !
Sesungguhnyehr ai macam naq tydooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ahje , Ngantoq tawuuuuuq : (

Yesterday night onthephone with qawanqawan and Babyboy . Ai dont know why but somehow my love for babyboy is getting stronger as the days goes by , Well what could i say , he just never fail to make me smile every single day . Awhhhhhhhhhhh , iloveyousomuchdhydhy . MwahhhhsMwahhhs ! Currently chattin with my Bhy MiraKateqq , Andand Bestbudddyy Afiq . Hehehehe ! You maqen lawa tawww b ! ^^ , And afiq , sempat ehy you maen game sebelom gy schoool . Gylehr ! Oqay la chalobeteh , Off to school . Anything text !

Chalet sucks big time -.-

2011-01-03T14:56:00.002+08:00

Back Chyntaa ♥

So yeah finally i could do some update . But however let it be just a quick and short post . NewYearCountdown sucks big time , sat inside the chalet like nothing better to do . Felt like crying pon adehr , Sumpahhhhh mendaq . From friday till yesterday had chalet at DowntownEast . Most of my LongLostFriend , Contact lamehr semuehr contact me back ? Peliq qanqanqan , But yeahh they im know im attached so good then taqdehr naq melebehlebeh . Oqay Wanporn also pegy Chalet qawan dyeh pat downtown . Mcm manehr tawuh ? Terangterang kuh pt sytuh mah so ai know . Hehs . So yeah , yang chalet tuh qan mummy's punyehr side qan , so kireqan all of them already know that babyboy is Acap . KaqGegerl asked " Asal taq bawaq mataeyh turon " , terdyam kejap ai . Mummy plaq , " By this year ahquh naq qaw qenalqan mataeyh korang , taqderh naq sembunyi2 " , Nana plaq , " Manehr Acap ? " . Masyallah ai pat sytuh da macam , taqdehr soalan laen pehr korang ? Tanyehr pacal acap plaq , tanyehr la pacal ahquh knpehr moody jehc pt chalet tuh . Irrits youuuuuuu knoooooooooowh ! KaqGegerl mcm biase tengoqtengoq gmbr ai pat hp and bacebace mcg , dyeh pon interview pacal Acap ciket . So then AbgSyafiq dtg , thenthen AbgSyafiq pon tnytny jugaq . Bessssssssssssst sangaaaaaaat ! Ai pat sytuh macam adehr sesi soaljawab , Grrrrrrrrrrrr -.- . Qay dada , senang qaterh Chalet Sucks big time , No fun ! Yesterday reach back home teros onthephone with Babygirls & Babyboys . So yeah onthephone with MamaZylaa , Lyrah , Zaihin , AbgZai and Eiss . Conference ramairamai sunggguh dhe irritating and cm siyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal ! Ohyeah since babyboy was already asleep taqqan naq ajaq dyeh conference jugaq qan . So yeah Apiz text me saying naq onthephone . Ajaq conference ramairamai dyeh taqnaq , so bolayan uhc apehr lagy qan .

Ohyeah yesterday was 2ndJanuary am i right ? So it would be my 1yearAnnivesary with Belo , yang taq menjady luhc qan . Ai ingatingat buqan pacal ai sayangqan dyeh ehy , its like suddenly it came through my mine . So i tried calling his number and i get through . Was kinda shocked when i get through so i quickly hang up the phone . What i know , he masoq RTC taqqan leyh dapat call ? Hmm Mayb dapat qwa da tuh probation ? Ai dontknowwwwww , brudder2 nyehr , tolong blg Wawa apehr jady pat Belo boleyh ? Haish.Qay enough of all that shits , DollyKaysiow text me . Andand she say she'll be going back to school tomorrow ? Tepranjat kejap siyol ai bylehr dyeh qatehr tuh macam . After 1year taqpegy school , now then she'll be going . NevermindNevermind , Good to hear that . So yeah , Dolly will be back to school bartleyans ! Stay Tune , Heheheheh :D . Speaking of school , tomorrow school reopen . Irrits betol -.-

I Havent bought any school stuff causecause , Mummy's pay got to pay all the house bill . Daddy plaq , he wont be getting any pay for this month . Sodeyh qanqanqan ? Naq survive macam manehr ? Macam gytuhh loooor . Harap duet gaji wawa yang taq seberape ? Boleeeeeeeeeyh maty seyh . Abang plaq , duet gaji dyeh naq bayar bill dyeh sndiry . BarangBarang skola , bukubuku skola semuehr belom complete . Taqpehr la , Everything Happens For A Reasons . So yeahhhhh i hope everything would end soon cause i swear i cant stand handling this financial problem . Sunggguh dhe stress out ! I've been really moody lately , MamaZylaa sahajehr yang paham . Not to forget , I'll be changing number soon , i'll only pass my number to whom i want to , yang ai taqnaq tuh korang peyh pacal pandaipandai caryq mcmmanehr nq contact ahquh . Hhahahahahaa ! Tomorrow SchoolSchoolSchool , How i wish school starts on September and ends at October ? Wouldnt it be amazing ? Hahahahah ! This year Nlever lagy qaw maenmaen ehy wawa . Haha!

Currently chatting with Bestbuddy Afiq , Duedue not ready for school ehsoq . Ahh bagooos la tuh qan .
Oqay daaaaaaa byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Jumpehr ehsoq qawanqawan , MwahhhMwahhs :D

` Andand Ella , Jangan lupehr ehsoq mcm biase ehy timing , Hehehehe :D

` Ai miss MuuuuuuhaaamadAsssssshhhhhhhhraaaaaaaaaafffffffHaaaaaaanaaaaaannnnnnndddddddd :'(

HappyNewYear !

2010-12-31T13:58:00.005+08:00

` Nampaaaq gambar diatas ? Inny , all time favourite girl . Weeeeeeeeee ~

GreetingHunks&Babes ♥

Just ended chatting with Anayas and SuryaKecoh , I swear im already out of words of what i wanna chat with the both of them . Nyeeeeeeeeets , Did had a fun time chatting with Surya . Meet up soon baby ! As for yesterday night dozed off when texting babyboy . Goodthing Zylaa called me and yes im awaqe . Bbl dgn Zylaa macam zombie gytuh suare setengah maty , Hahaha ! After that reply babyboy's messages then called babyboy . Bobal dengan babyboy pon da taq bermaye , bylehr bobal tuh matehr ai lelap jehc . Ngantoq teramatla sangat , so then hang up and teros kababoom ai tydo macam anaqbabi . Heheheheh ! So yeah woke up early inthemorning because of a stupid dream that i dreamt about . Irrits nyehhhhr -.- So yeah didnt met babyboy today , sedeyh ai . TaqpehrTaqpehr , Buqaq skola do meet up oqay baby ? Causecause im missing youuu like hell right hereeeeeeeeeeeee .
Rynduhh qaw siyaaaa dhyydhy , Haaaaaaaissssssssssssssssssh :'(

Oqay dada . So yeah sekarang tengah tunggu mummy aleq and naq siapsiap kehr chalet . Taqsabartaqsabar !Im freakinggggg boreeeeeeed ! Naq turon Marina adehr chalet plaq , macam la siyal . Irrits nyehr! Abang dapat turon marina seyhh , benncii ai . Grrrrrrrr ! Taqpehrtaqpehr , dudok pat chalet dyamdyam pon chateq ehy , taq campor orang . Hahaha ! Tolong jangan adehrqan matmat dan minahminah di downtown nanty . Sesungguhnyehr ai benci korangkorang semuehr . Paham taq ? Hehehe . So whad else ehy i wanna say , ohyah babyboy dapat course at IteMacphersooon . Ituh seekolahh yang ciket hary wawa pegy this year . Sunggguhhh dhe bessstttt , maseyh ingat lagy seyh maseyh gy sane . Stop it siyol satuhsatuh prangai -.-Mintaq number sanehr syniehr , Hahahaha sungguh dhe irrits . Nampaq Kidsiao , wawa dgn dylaa da macam apehr , Tuh part sumpah kekeq . Mcmmcm uhc jadyh , ai maseyh ingat . Kenangan luhc qannn . Since im bored as for now , yoq dengar wawa punyehr storytelling session pacal this yeaaar , Heheheheh ~ So this year , Alot of Heartbreaks ! Macamm -.- but alhamdullilah ai dapat move on dan hingga saat inyh ai dapat jumpehr seseorang jejake bername AcapStar . He's the best boyfriend , And i swear i love him !Hanye tuhan sahaje yang tawuh betapehr sayangnyehr dyriehkuh terhadap Acap . Ai still remember how we started contact each other . I still remember that ai mention yang hatyh ai belom terbuqe lagy untoq sesape . But guess what baby ? We've made it , and im proud and really lucky to have you and called youre mine ! Iloveyousosomuch babyboo . Semoga hubungan qami aqan qeqal sejaoh mungqen oqay baby ? Aminnn : ))

Oqay enough about babyboo . Hehe ! 2010 resolutions semuehr taq kesampaian . I wanted to quit smoking in the first place but i didnt . Till i was admitted at the hospital due to Lunginfection because of those ciggarettes and now finally i already officially quit smoking . So people , stop smoking ! It kills you people !SchoolLife thisyear was geyreq seqaly , budakbudak semuehr case prangai ciket lebeyh kurang dgn kuh . Semuehr ehsai , semuehr maen langgar . Ai remember sleeping most of the time during lessons , smoking in school , cabot extralessons , cabot cca andand eat during class . Qytehr bwad tuh skolah da macam rumah qytehr sendirieyh . Best sunguuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh ! Not to forget qene tangkap dengan VP pacal paqai makeup , tuh part sungguh mepeeeeqqq . Gadoh dengan bdk lwa taq abesabes , maseyh ingat lagy baqar corridor Alep pt marsiling with DollyKaysiow . Campor sanehr syniehr , Heheheh ! best sungguh ehy bylehr teringat kenangan kenangan tuh semuehr . Problems after problems , Financial need is the main problem . Oqay enough of everything , Lets Fuck 2010 and KissKiss 2011 alrytes ? MwahhhhhMwahMwahhhhs !

Oqay la ai naq end my post with a note to everyone whom are apart of my life , Chalobeteh !

` Friends , NewFriends , BabygirlsBabyboys , NewBabygirlsNewBabyboys , Love , NewLove ♥

KynnCinonet , Dyla , DolceElla , NanaKaysiow , SyiraKaysiao , KiddKheysiow , LyrahCine , Smallboy , Nass , Wanporn , YanChucky , Pearl , DollyKaysiow , Inny , ZylaaQateq , NabilaNabby , FasGelek , FyrahSasiao , IqaaSatusatunyehr , FafaBabyKuching , MiraKeai , EiraSiow , ZiblackRetro , Afai , EekaBeylo , EyrahExora , Iraah , Hunneys , BeenaFiz , MiraKateqq , SueStout , AmelynaKeai , Afiq , Aaeim , NizamBlend , ArepSanchi , Rhizan , AnasGoodboy , Fazz , SepetWeitweit , Kid , EyqaTupai , FazeeraDeela , Wyyshaa , BabyDotFee , SuryaKecoh , MiaRaham , ShushSya , Anayas , Ladoii , AyieSempitKeai , DheeElectro , Zaihin , Daffy , AbgZai , KaqHoneyy , KaqWany , YanBoonLay , YayatSatsat , ChuckyYourSuperboy , ShahrulNizam , Ahfly , Einn , RirinPeace , SinmiedoBros , NalorChicks&Dudes , DylaaMeimei , RynnHedley , FarahDilah , DyyanaDeluna , RiriehyDollie , Naiyah andand GhettoChickiesCrew

Ai Sayang All My Friends , Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Not to forget dearest Boyfriend , AcapStar .
Iloveyousomuchbabyboy , May we last foreveralways ! MwahhhhMwahhhhhhs ♥

& HappyNewYear Peeps !

` Off to Chalet yeah , Anything text me .

Wαwαksiαow ♥

Outing with Inny , Hazrul , Ibn and Ali .

2010-12-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

Baaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk Loves :D

So yeah i had a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat time today . Yeahyeahhhyeahh ^^

Before that lastnight perangduniehrketiga , Hahahaha ! Ai really get scared or freak out when babyboy is mad . Wanna know why ? He's like freakkkinggg fierce gytuh towards me , wawa scaredd tawuuuq . HAHAAHAH ! But yeah biase jugaq we re in good deeds already .

As for today met MasIndah Binte Mazlan , Hahahah or known as Inny . So i thought only her would be going out with me butbut Ibn , Ali and Hazrul was there too . So firstly off to Bugis to search her bro's birthday present . I was whining throughout when at bugis ,

" Ahquh lapar ahquh lapar ! " Hahahaha . Sesunnguhnyehr i was craving for BurgerKing but Inny and the rest so bad dontwanna eat there . Bully me jehc tawuq ! so bad :( Ended up eating at MacDonald , da maqannn and everything walk here walk there naq caryq birthday present . Ohyeah , Ali was my exboyfriend during primaryschool . Tuh masehr time maseyh kentalkental bodohbodoh tqtawuh pasal lovelove nyh semuehr . Kirekan skrg duedue da maju uhc . hahahaha ! After that yang jantanjantan naq berambos so kuh taqpasal , kuh dengan Inny turon Jurong . Sy Hazrul naq turon Admiralty , Sy Ali naq py Tamp , Sy Ibn ehsai manemane pon boleyh . Tempat Hazrul naq pegy semuehr ChappMerahhh so ended up berpisah qytehr semuehr . Andand yang paleng irrits dorang qann , kejapkejap jehhc , " Eyh chicks uhc , chick dtg uhc " .Stop it siyaaaaa prangai . Qay whadever , headed to Jurong .Da sampai bustop umah Zylaa , Zylaa qaterh taq jady jumpehr . Sort maha sort . So ended up me and Inny hang out at Lakeside Park. Just the both of us , macam mataeyh tawuq . Hahahah ! When there took 98 , Inny pat dlm bus da taqod sesat . Manusie pat dalam bus peliqpeliq siyol , Hahaha ! Paqaian budakbudak west nan east jaoh beza siyol . Yang laqylaqy pon sumpahhh jaoooh beza , Trend pehr ? East dengan west da laen . East dengan North lagy laen siyooool . Boleyh nampaq perbezaan nyehr . Qay whadever . Around 745 gytuh make our way back to Lakeside MRT . Babyboy ask me to call him , so onthephone with him . Ai swear he made me worried like what, So baddddd tawuq dyeh bedeqbedeq pat wawa yang dyeh accident . Taq baeq qan baby ? Bwad wawa risauuu jehc seyhh tadyhhh . Smack qang ! BLUEEQ !So kemungkinan meeting him tomorrow morning , im not so shure . But hopefully could meet him for just a while , a few minutes pon taq pacal . Causecause school is gonna reopen andand i have no time to meet him . Chatted with Bestfriend Anayas and Aaeim . Im soo not ready for schoool . Cakap pasal school qan , i cant believed that Inny retain . Sedeyh qannn ? Ohyeahh reach back home around 9 plus gytuh cause qytehr duehr took our own sweet time .As for now just chatting with Anayas andand blogging . Ohh not to forget Wawa is apart of GhettoCrew already . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Ai suqehr ai suqehr ^^ Ai dontknow when the practise but do meet up soon alrytes you all . Ohyeah theres alot of photos with Inny and some are with me . Till she upload all the photos then i'll upload mine too . Oqay sekarang wawa naq rest cause im superb tiireeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed !Just remember a thing , last year i remember making a post about all of my friends whom i reallyreally treasured . As for this year , i have exactly no time to update so i would just list some of their names yeahh . I'll do all that tomorrow cause as for now sumpah exhausted . Anayas , Din and some others guyfriend irrits tawuq . Suroh pegy club laa , party laaa , and worst still grind laa . Puqi ! Piqir kuh apehr ? Kuh taq aqan dan taq pernah pegy tuh semuehr ! i've already promised Wan , a good friend of mine . Andand Mark My Words ! I wont go to such places. Biar pon kuh jahat , kuh taqdehr sampai naq gy sanehr semuehr . TaqBerFaedah oiy !Qay dada , Dalam pale otaq ai Hanya AcapStar . Rynduh dyeh macam naq apehr , macam naq melalaq , macam naq maty pon semuehr adehr . Maq oiy ! Rynduh teramatla sangat .Haaaaaaaaaisssssssh . Sumpah ai rynduh you baby ! Mwaaaaaaaaaaahs :'( Oqay i sweaaar im freaaaaaaaaaaking tired ,
Anything just leave me a message or call me . Goodnight , MimpiIndah :D

& We present to you

GET THE FUNK OUT 2010/2011 @ *SCAPE

LARGEST STREET RAVE PARTY OF 2010

31ST DECEMBER 2010

*SCAPE, OUTDOOR PLAYSPACE

ORCHARD ROAD

OPEN TO ALL GENDERS/ AGES

8PM TILL LATE

SGD$25.00

` Anayas kept mentioning me about this event .
Irrits tawuuuq dyeh suroh tolongtolong , Grrrrrrrrrrrrr .
So Happy Now Anayas ? I put at my blog and facebook already you know !!!
Must thanks me for helping you laa dog ! Hahahaha .
So peeps , if youre interested then Contact me alrytes . Thanks :D

Wansueeeeeeeeeeeyh -.-

2010-12-29T17:05:00.003+08:00

` See dhat mat above ? Known as WawaKsiaow Husband . Cheyhhcheyyy ^^
Dyeh punyehr kasot highcut qan mtq qenehr curiq jehc taw samehr wawa , Show off siyaaa dhy ! Bluuueeq :P
Andand kening stop it siyaaa dhy , mtq qene shave semuehr jehc .

Hahahahahahahahahahahahah :P , Imissyouuuuh ! Mwahhhhhs ♥

HelloKorang :D

Ehy colour font nyh boleyh tahan lawa jugaq ehy , Hahahahaha ! Qayqay Skrg ai tengah happymood , Ai suqehr ai suqehr ! Yesterday night onthephone with MamaZylaa , She cried i also cried . Atlast duerhduehr taq pujoq each other pacal duehrduehr tengah nanges qan . So hang up the phone lor , Hahahah ! Dhendhen she called me back around midnight i ignore cause tengah taqdehr mood . Received dary babyboy pon bwad bodow . Hohoho !
Conflict with babyboy already end , Weeeeee ! Ksiaow tetap ksiaow , part issue gadohgadoh nan mataeyh sensitive maha sensitive oiy wawa . The smallest or silliest thing pown bleyh nanges . Cute qan ? Hahahahah ! Just now baked myself Lasagna , Sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap tawuuuq ! Hehehe . Masaq maqanan western tawuq taw , masaq maqanan melayu wawa taqtawuh . Apehr punyehr orang melayu dahh ! hahahah ! Ohyes , i've changed my facebook skins . Kejap nampaq kejap taq , ai pon tqtawuh . Pening ai dibuadnyehr ! Oqay la sekarang babyboy tengah tydo macam piigggyyyyyy ! Asyekk tydooo jehc tawuuuq ehy , Ai paham youh penat . Mwahhhs ! Since just now been ai onthephone with MamaZylaa , its good to hear her laughing all day long . Ai jady clown for the day , bwad dyeh qetawe jehc tady . Naseb ai tengah goodmood hyperhyper sekarang , lagypon babygirl ai tengah sedeyh taqkan naq biarqan dyeh sorangsorang . Andand MuhdHafizBinRosli , kuh pandang qaw qawan , qaw nyh macam ehy nan zylaa . Bagos seqaly . Let Karma Bites You ! Mwahahahahahah ! Mess with my babygirl , I mess with you . You breaq her heart , I break your face ! Wansuuuuueyh uhc ! Cheyyycheyy wawa marah seyhh . Hahaha ! Taqdehr laa , ai sumpah taq suqehr lelaqi saqetqan haty pmpn . Mcm korang nyh taqdehr haty pehr siya ? kunikkk siyaaa prangai . Qay da da stoooop . New year is just a few days ahead , WawaKsiaow naq jady WawaQuaiquai . WawaQuaiquai ? Taqdapat uhc siyol !

Ohyes , i hope mummy let me to meet babyboy on friday , although just for a while , prettyplease mummy , i wanna meet you Son In Law , hahahahahahahahha ! Its like 1week plus already we didnt meet ? Taqkan naq genapqan sebulan qan taqjumpehr . Meranehr hidop wawa taw taq dapat jumpehr babyboy . Ohyer , kelmarin chatted with YanChucky , Nass and Smallboy . Hahahahaha ! Yan dengan Nass invite wawa to their conversation , so yeah chatchat jehc hor . Yan prangai stop it siya tanyehr pacal ernie jehc , IRRITS ! As for nass biasebiase jehc , Smallboy plaq chat kejapgylehr . Oqay today wont be goin out , tomorrow maybe paitaw bdkbdk Eunos . Hahahah ! Chattiing with Areed as for now ,

qay laa naq sambong onthephone with MamaZylaaa . Byebye LoveYouAll ♥

-.-

2010-12-28T19:52:00.005+08:00

` Only ZylaaQateq and SyiraKaysiao understand how i felt right now . Haaaaaaaisssssh :'(

MalamEveryone ! Currentmood fucking pissed off , fucking tired and fucking exhausted . Yesterday night was a nightmare , Cant be bothered by textmessage no longer . Bingeeeeeeeeet ahje yang kuh raseqan . So yeah slept around midnight cause something was bothering my mind . Woke up early in the morning and met Khairul cause got socce at Tamp . So Khairul fetch me there we both start talking about our OBS camp . He's in the another group so yeah mcmmcm dyeh cytehrqan . Scary siyoooooooooool ! Bumped into Ayut , ex-primary classmate . Stop it ehy prangai , naqmoh satsat dengan kuh . Sqaters kuh palengbenci ayy ! Oqay skipskip ,Walked pass TampStadium . TampinesRovers players tengah training , hothotheat taw dorang butbut kuh taq minat . Kuh sentiase jiwehr HomeUnited jugaq . Yeahhyeahhh ^^ . Senang qaterh soccer was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat just now . Hazrul macam siyaq , " sapehr yang score tadyh qene maen ehy taqleyh adehr breaq " Cbcb . Wawa score taww tadyhh , Andand my team win . Huhu ! Mentor qatehr goodtry . Yeahyeahhh , See wawa still can play soccer . Although not that good but somehow i still could play . Qaybest ! Ai looooooooooike ~ . Paitaw Yatt and Zylaa today causecause im just freaking pissed off with everyone around me . So headed to Simei and met Babygirl SyiraKaysiao . Accompany her to her school to buy her school books , clothes and everything . After that headed to Mac to eat and after that back to her crib . His bro reach back home , punyehr la fieeeeeeeeeercee . And that period of time , syira was like , " yuh mcg dyeh la bhy , manehr tawuh tuhan lembotqan haty dyeh naq jumpehr yuh ehsoq " .

Ahyer banyaq punyehr lembotqan haty , babyboy pon taqshure free , babyboy qatehr penat . So yes im not gonna meet him and i dontknow when . haaaaaaaish . Zylaa sajehr la yang paham , ai cakap pon taqdehr gunenyehr . You know i know laa Zylaa qay . Malas bin taq kuase siyol kuh zylaaa . Arghhhhhhhhhhh bingetbingetbinget ! Qay uhc reach back home a few minutes back . Just hang up the phone with MamaZylaa , duehrduehr taqdehr mood , duehrduehr binget , duehrduehr macam naq melalaq . How amazing ? Nevermind , Bersabar ahje dalam hidop laa qan . Ohyeah , ai swear familyproblem is killing me . Financial need is really the main problem here , not even one single thing for school is prepared . No money No school lor . Senang qan ? Next year Nlevel sumore . Ahhh mampos -.- Bills ? No money No pay lor . Da laaaaa , maqen kuh piqirqan maqen stress kuh dibuadnyehr . Ai need someone beside me right now ,
Ai need a hug :'( , Haiiiishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . 2010 sumpah sasueyh ! Kanasai tol -.-

&Happy Birthday Alsheiq !
Known as ShortySatsat :D

Ridzuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan :'(

2010-12-27T13:58:00.002+08:00

` Paitaw kuh seqaly , kuh paitaw qaw berqalyqaly qay .

SuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupYaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaws ~
As for today i'll be slacking one whole day like a LazyPiiiigggg at home . Wont be going out with any of my friends , babyboy or cousins . How Wonderful ? Wa suqehr siyoooooooooooooool !! Babyboy qwa dengan qawan , so i dont mind . Yang lane menguji kesabaran ai taw . Grrrrrrrrrrr ! Ai paitaw yang nyh naq jumpehr yang nyh . Beyh yang nyh paitaw ai pacal naq jumpehr yang ituh . Binget ai dibuadnyehr ! Taqpehrtaqpehr its oqay its alright . Yesterday night onthehphone with babyboy and mamazylaa . Not in a goodmood as for now . What would i be doing for the whole day at home ? Punyehr la mendaq masyallah !Nevermind , starting from tomorrow im going ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut ! Yang naq jumpehr kuh pandaipandai korang uhc plan , kuh taq suqher lastmin punyehr changing of plan . Prangai naqmoh siyal qay. Ohyes , tomorrow soccer starts around 9 till afternoon dontknow whad time . So meeting Khairul at 8 plus at the bustop near my house . So sweet of him to fetch me early in the morning . Baeq qan qawan kuh ?Taqdehr laa . Since qytehr due tinggal deqat kuh pon suroh dyeh ameq kuh , anaq jantan qan ? Gentlemen ciket uhc ameq kuh . Hehheeh ! So yeah meeting him first then meet the rest straight at Tamp . Soccer here i come ! Weeeeeeeeeeeee ~ After soccer meeting Yat at Jurong then headed to MamaZylaa's crib . Not shure of going back whad time but about that i seriously dont care . As for Wednesday freaking free but still planning to go out somehow . Suddenly i miss Arwah RidzuanJumali , Ohmyyyyy , Haaaissh :'(
Anything text or called me , ThankYouuuuuuuuuuuuuh . Qay da bye !

Amirul , Firuz , Nagen ^^

2010-12-26T18:11:00.003+08:00

AssalamualaikumReaders ~

Been really busy with cousins this few days till i didnt even have the chance to on this stupid latop . Ohyeah let me recall everysingle thing qayqay ? i'll shorten everything , Malas naq type panjangpanjang .

* Friday
During night time onthephone with babyboy . Babyboy tanyehr pacal Belo , exboyfriend wawa yang masoq RTC tuh . Babyboy mcm police and ai macam pt cantonment gytuh tawuq , Haha ! Belom sempot ai naq jawab soalan babyboy , babyboy da tanyehr lagy soalan baru . Hahaha ! Nyh qalaw jady police memang padan . Qay mepeq , hehehe ! So yeah Belo aqan qwa in 3years time . So bermaqne when he's 21 then he'll be released . By the time ai pon da 18 , Da legal pon ! Hahahaha ! Andand , the reason i dont want to meet Wanporn again cause he just reminds me of Belo . I still felt guilty till now somehow , but nevermind . Mummy tetap aqan tngu daddy , Walaupon qytehr tq aqan contact agyk , Hey I still remember you tawuq . Oqay skipskipskipskip ! On that day itself Monthsary ai dengan babyboy . Weeee ~

* Saturday

Didnt turned up for work cause still on MC . Woke up at afternoon and mandymandysiapsiap and waited for AbgDeedy to fetch me and the rest . Headed to ChangiBeach , beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeest sunggguh ! Jady photographer for the day taw ai . Heheheh ! Andand by looking at the sea reminds me of my OBS Camp , Ai swear ai miss all my OBS peeps . Not to forget Instructor Faisal . Rynduh dyeh jugaq you know ! Dyeh lahh yang selalu tanyehr and bobal dgn ai pacal babyboy pt camp ciket hary . Understanding qan dyeh ? Ai suqehr ! Oqay la senang qatehr ai hadd soo muchhh fun till i reach back home around 3plus and slept at 4plus . Andand Woke up at 7 . How Wonderful ? Slept a few hours and off to work . Ohyeah halfwayjourney got to onthephone with MamaZylaa and Babyboy . Suqeeeeeeehr seqaaaaaaaaaaly ! :D

* Today

Work today was greeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat . Did cashier the whole day . Bylehr barubaru bwad ah ameq qaw slow mcm snail siyol ai , kesian customer qene tnggu . Lamehrlamehr ai pon da good and can handle already . Tapy one thing jehc yang ai taqbagos , interacting with the customer . Haha ! Qan qene qatehr , Goodmorning , GoodAfternoon , Your order would be . Ai pat sytuh interact dgn dorang mcm bisikbisik gytuh , Hahaha suare peyh la pelan . Sy Lili aseq qatehr , " Haiyooo louder laa " . Hahaha ! Most of the crew were trying to help me , awhhh Maceyhh korannggg . Nagen plaq qatehr , " Ambooii buqan maen lembot lagyk , jalan stop it eyh " . Hahaha ! Ye uhc , jalan tergelekgelek macam pt manehr gytuh . haha ! Amirul asked me whats wrong with my hand , so talktalk with him . Next was Firuz , Firuz qatehr , " Asal dgn tangan ? bwad tattoo eyh bwad tattoo eyh . " Show his idiotic face laugh and walked away . Kacaww aii jehc tawuh . Beyh bylehr ai masoq kitchen cause naq cuci tangan dyeh kacaw ai lagyk . " Asal sulk in the face , penat kehr , tangan yang penat . bwad tatton qannn " . Ah ameq qaw ai peqik taaaq laa , abeyh nagen plaq yang kacaw ai . Overall i had a greaaaaaaaatttttttttttttt time today in work . Went back home with Amirul , Haha . As for today kept bumping into several of my Exboyfriends . Irrits tawq ! Lau babyboy taqpehr jugaq . Qay Hahah ! Took bus with Eiss . Use to be a friend of MamaZylaa , dont want to elaborate about him . Reach back home textext babyboy , conference with babyboy and mamazylaa . So now just waiting for mummy's lasagna to be cooked . .
Wawa btolbtol superduperdamnfreakingseriouslyshitreally hunggggrrrrrrrryyyy ! heheheheheh ^^
So yeah the whole week of this coming week im Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Not working at all , So yeah meet up peeps !MamaZylaa told me that babyboy lau boleyh naq pegy countdown dengan ai , Ai pon taq shure betol qehr tidaq . Sebenarnyehr ai plan naq bawaq babyboy jumpehr mummy causecause daddy wont be around at that period of time . So lau mummy kaci greenlight bermaqnehr ai cant go out with babyboy anytime ai want . qan best lau tuh mcm ? Heheheh ! Cakap pasal babyboy , ai mimpi pasal babyboy semalam . Awwh fikiran jaoh siyol wawa. Heheheh ~ Qay la , Sumpah ai lapar . Ai naq mamam , Anything text me or call alrytes . Iloveyouall ! Mwahhhs , Xoxo :D

` Monday - Freetime

` Tuesday - Soccer at Tamp in the morning till afternoon , Met Yatt lepaqlepaq jap ,

Then headed to MamaZylaa crib to met her to take some stuff

` Wednesday - Freetime

` Thursday - Fetch Nana so not free

` Friday , Saturday and Sunday - Chaleeet , But im still free though so meet up peeps .

& Meet me Boyfriend , imysm . Mwahhhhhhhs !

Happy1stMonthsaryDhydhyChyntaa

2010-12-24T16:36:00.002+08:00

Ay Baybayh !

Back updating , Just reach back home a few hours back . Yoq bacehr cytehr yang ingin wawa update nyh :D

So yes as for yesterday sucks big time , quarell with Baby .But we re in good deeds already . GadohGadohMarahMarah Tapy Tetap SayangSayang . Ai looooooooooooike ~ Oqay so yesterday reach work latelatelate , Hahaha ! Best part at work is that , Theres Julito , Mia and Syasha . KaqiGereq adehr aruh kuh leyh qeje , Lau taqdehr jangan harap ai naq muncol pt qeje ayehr . So yes whole day did Dining And Kitchen . Did Dining all alone , sumpah memenatqan dyrieh . As for Kitchen , kuh taq bwad papehr la qan causecause Firuz and Nages was there to help . Mia told Nagen a thinggg pacal Firuz , Waduhwaduh . Maluhhhh tawuq , They called Firuz , " HotStuff " . Stop it eyh ! Hahaha ! At work qene marah dengan Nagen cause paqai hp , ku tengah adehr hal siyol tuh pacal kuh paqai hp . Was messaging Yat throughout . Kuh taq paham sah dengan pmpn yang naq caryq kuh ciket hary , Kecian yat nan brudder dyeh qenehr .

Eyh pmpn , Adehr otaq gunehrqan la ? Letaq pt jubo qaw pehr otaq ?Qaw ptg drg , qaw piqir jugaq uhc .

Qaw nan dyeh staqad mataeyh jehc taw buqannyehr suamiisteri . Whad if satuh hary krg breaq ? Taq kehr sasueyh namehrnyehr ? Baruh mataeyh da smpi ptgptgriotriot semuehr ?Lau suamiisteri kuh rase qaw bunoh brudder yat eyh . SIYAL ! Andand taqdehr gunenyehr qaw gadoh psl koneq , Adehr paham taq sis ? -.-

Oqay skipskip . Reach back home had worldwar with Daddy , Iqodqan haty naq lary umah taw semalam . Bersabar sahaje kuh disinieyh . Qay woke up early in the morning as for today cause i'll be going to PolyClinic . Wokeup received text from DhydhyChyntaa , Weeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Ai looooooooooooikeee~

Had a terrible time at Polyclinic , guess what ? Deqat polyclinic tuh jugaq wawa gadoh . Hahahaha ! I should enter Room15 , so yeah dudok pt lwa bileq tuh da hampir satuh jam .Queue number that was shown still didnt change at all , Mummy was onthephone and she was standing infront of me .I was freakingcold for godsake andand the wholebody of mine starts to felt itch everywhere . So kuh pon peqiq uhc , " Menguji Kesabaran siyal qaw " . Ahh ameq qaw , everyone was looking at me . Doctor maen qwa tuh macam and taq masoqmasoq aleq . Cam puqimaq ryte ? So then went to the counter and fight back , da talktalk changed to another room and like finally my turn . Lau kuh taq peqiq taq gadoh kuh rase smpi besoq pon kuh taqkan jumpehr doctor . Binget tawuhq !! So yeah doctor qatehr wawa adehr SensitiveSkin and biase jugaq ImmuneSystem low , meaning would get sick really easily . Heheheh ! Asal pegy doctor bende yang samehr dyeh qatehr tuh pacal ai malas naq gy doctor . Ohyeah pat clinic satu Neneq nyh dudoq sebelah ai , adehr dyeh tanyehr ai , " Da kahwen belom " . Ai qatehr la ai maseyh school , abeyh she jawab , " Taqpehr naq , da taqdehr jodoh " . I was like Wth ? HAHAHA ! After meeting the doctor off to NeqEsah 's crib cause im too lazy to went home . Accompany NeqEsah to Pasar , Deqat pasar plaq pakcik yg jual sayor qatehr ,

" Menantu Awaq yer " , Masyallah . Tady qene da kahwen ke belom , sekarang menantu pulaq MacamMacam betol la korang nyh . Kalau kahwen qan , Wawa naq kahwen dgn AcapStar jehc . Boley taq ? Heheheheh , Gatal eyh wawa . ^^ So waited for mummy till 1plus then off to BedoqLibrary . See Goodgirl taq go library ? Hohoho ! Ai pinjam Novel , " Ada Cinta " , " TautanKasih " , Andand " KauTerciptaUntukku " . Semuehr LoveLoveLove Story qan ? Ai suqehr Ai suqehr ! Ohyeah Nazmi , Apiz , Yat and Baby was texting me throughout just now . As for now just baby cause the rest of them ai da bolayan . Lyke ai said , can i like just text only 1 guy for godsake ? Irrits uhc contact banyaqbanyaq , mcm taq loyal to one . Hohohoho ! Nazmi just a friend of mine , as for Apiz contact lamehr ai , we interact using PapaMama . Awhhh cute qan ai knowh . Tapy ai interact dgn baby lagy cute , BhybhyDhydhy . Awhhhh Bhybhy Chyntaaa Dhydhy tawww , MwahhMwahhh Iloveyousomuch . Oqay da stop , So yes i got TwoDays MC which means i'll be back to work on Sunday . Andand schedule sunday , ai qene jage Cashier as for tomorrow Kitchen . Waduhwaduhhhh , ai taq suqehr pt cashier taww . Cause i would be blur most of the time , Slow macam snail taw wawa . Hahahaha ! Jady bersabar la diqau pelanggan kalau wawa ameq order korang . Hahaha ! Oqaaay sekarang ai naq update blog AmelynaaKeai , she asked me to update cause her comp rosaq . So yeahhh once im done with everything , i'll update her blog . As for now , Ai naq tolong mummy bwad kuehcornflake . Macam hariraye pulaq eyh ? Hoho . Qay la Chalobeteh . Anything Text Or Call alrytes , MwahhhMwahhh TakecareLove !

` Happy1stMonthsary DhydhyChyntaa ♥

ai suqehr gambar iny taw dhydhy .
dhydhy look mcm budakbudak gytuh , chubbycheeks . Heheheheheh ^^
And yes , You Prove Them Wrong Babyboy . Iloveyosomuch Dhydhy , MwahhhMwahhhs !

.....

2010-12-23T09:45:00.001+08:00

* Im getting fatter , Grrrrrrrrrrr -.-

MorningLovebugs :D

Just a short and quick update for today . Seriously shit , yesterday just sucks big time . I have nothing to say and to elaborate about yesterday . Moody the whole day , like wtf -.- . And yeah i kept dozing off when texting baby . Why ohh Why ? Asal moody jehc qan prangai kuh mesty nyh mcm ? Da qnpehr dgn qaw wawa ? Apehr yg tq qene nyh ? Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaisssh . I myself dontknow whats going on with myself these days . i would tend to get angry about the smallest thing or even worse the silliest thing that were being made . Sampai bylehr moodswings nyh naq end ? Irrits tawuq having this type of feeling . Qay whadever . Off to work at 11 later on and finished around 6pm , waduh lamehrnyehr . Macam naq MIA jehc tawuq from work . School is gonna reopen in 1 week plus ? Not even a single thing i've prepared for school . How amazing ? Qayskip , As for nextweek would be the last week i could spent time with my loveones .

Monday - Meeting Inny and bdkbdk Eunos .
Tuesday - Soccer friendly match with YuanChing's girls at Tampines

Wednesday - Freetime maybe

Thursday - Outing with OBS peeps , celebrate Ahchir's birthday .

Friday - Wildwildwet with family , Chalet , Countdown .

Saturday , Sunday - Freetime baybayh !

So yeah probably i would be busy the whole week of next week . As for the above , its just a raft planning , im not so shure about whats gonna happen . But yeah , i wanna meet MamaZylaa , I miss her ! It seems that i would be busy and i dont even know how am i suppose to meet Baby ? Nyh part yg kuh tq suqehr tawww . I wanna meet him , im missing him so so badly already . Pindah syniehr la dhydhy , Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! Skipskip , Tomorrow Monthsary ? Ai suqehr ai suqehr ! Kaay laaa im not in a goodmood actually , so yeah , Ai naq mandymandysiapsiap and off to work . Anything just leave me a message alrytes . Da Bye !

17 beyh bigfuck -.-

2010-12-22T10:56:00.004+08:00

Swear freaking pissed off , Sesungguhnyehr kuh taqdehrmood teramatla sangat .

Thanks BestfriendAfiq for cheering me up , Meet up soon with you and Ajaq aytes .

Tomorrow theres WorkWorkWork , Maybe paitaw work . Cant be bothered already -.-
Gaji taq seberapehr pwas haty ddk umah goyang kaqi duet masoq maqbpq kaci .

Sort maha sort , Kay da byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

` Adehr nonoq qan ? Tqpwas haty qan ?
Come and Find Me Bitch ! Mawuh fyte ? Kuh ehsai .

` Qaw message kuh reply , kuh reply qaw bolayan .
Planning naryh hancor , PAITAWkia . kuh cadangqan tepon qaw pegy buang jaohjaoh ayehr ?
Kuh benci oraaaaaaaang mcm gyniehr tawuuuq , Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr -.-

` And baby , da texttext beyh senyaaaaaaaap . Bingeeeeeeeeeeeet nyeeeeeeeeeeeeehr -.-

2010-12-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

GreetingEarthlings .
Just a short post for today aytes . Baby knows that im freaking pissed off by his latereplies , heheh ! Not to forget yesterday night quarell with baby , Im in the wrong anyway so i dont blame baby for getting mad at me . Hehs . But somehow we re in good deeds already as for today . Early in the morning WorkWorkWork . Reach work latelatelate , Manager dont care . So whole day just did Dining , Andand i was like alone ? Need to go Escape to ameq barangbarang and bawaq aleq kehr dwntn . Puqi tol , ciket peyh penat ai . NewCrew NewFriends , They Make Me Smile All Day Long . Met baby at EunosMrt after work , Im late yes im late . Couldnt spot baby though his just sitting nearby , Yeuhr poteq mah so yah kuh tq nmpq baby pt manehr . Slackslack with baby at my crib , Ai Cyntaa Baby . Ai know baby still not satisfied about Exboyfriend . Jgn qatehr baby jehc taq pwas haty , Wawa lagy taqpwas haty . Mcm naq baqar jehc taw umah dyeh , Ai know where you stay dude ! Andand i just remember a thing , in his message he got include about me wanting to burn his pic . I wont mention names , dyrieh sndiry mawuh ingat . Ingat satuh bendehr qay , " Jadyh orang jgn Qawan Maqan Qawan " Qay ? Adehr phm taq sis ? And yes , Lau tq suqehr orang tuh yang qaw maseyh lyn tuh da knpehr ? Its like mcm bylehr qaw dgn kuh qaw qatehr laen , beyh bylehr qaw dgn dyeh qaw qatehr laen . Mulot qaw ahquh potongpotong pijaqpijaq ludahludah qan pon chateq siyool . Qay kuh tq psl , skrg kuh nq ttp cytehr . About Wanporn , i've decided not to meet him again . Senang qatehr ai had a greaaaaaat time with baby . How i wish we would be like just now every single day ? Why must you stay so so far away from me ? Baby , pindah Bedok la sayang . Very far you know Jurong . Qay Nevermind , Whad ai could say is that , im loving you way too much already dear , when i say i love you it means i really do and i'll hope you wont dissapoint me yeah ? Iloveyousuperdupersodamnmuchbabyboy! As for this week schedule is tight , working all day long. Only free tomorrow sahaje , Sedeyh eyh .

Currentmood just freaking pissed off , dont know why.Moodswings dehhhh . I hate having moodswings -.-

Anything Just Call Me , Dont TEXT ! Ai repeat eyh , DONT TEXT !
MaceyhhhBanyaqBanyaaaq , Wansueyh !

` I need 2 more players for next tuesday friendly match at Tampines .

Anyone interested , please kindly just leave a message .

-.-

2010-12-20T13:29:00.002+08:00

` Boredom make me do this , Fierce taq ? Hhehehe ^^

SuuuupHunks&Babes !

Will just do a quick update alrytes . Let me recall about yesterday , Kinda sucks big time actually . When out with Family , jln sanehr jln sanehr . Punyehr laa moody masyaallah . Pale otaq hanye muncol AcapStarAcapStar . Ah ituh sajehr yang kuh pikirqan . Several text messages were being recieved , bolayan semuehrnyehr . Kuh hanyehr layan Baby . Baby kept replying my textmessages so late till i was freaking pissed off and decided to sleep . When im awaqe , replied baby and again i dozed off . This is whad happen when im freaking pissed off to people whom reply my messages late . Naseb baby taw , kuh reply jugaq . Lau orang laen jangan harap kuh naq layan agyk . Irrits tawuq . Oqay wokeup in the morning and realised that im alone at home . Whad i know , abang should be at home but somehow he did went to work . Dontknow dontcare luhc . Oqay after that went online and chitchat with peeps , comments stuff with others , download some songs and edit some pics . Currently chatting with Mia . Ohyeah , chatted with DinSiow , Ladoii and others just now . There they were asking , " Aseq Ladoii jehc tanyehr , wawa plaq uhc " , As for DinSiow plaq , dyeh tanyehr sepatah kuh jawab sepatah . Wonderful right ? Haha . Inyh buqan pasal wawa sombong kehr apehr taw , Wawa cumehr da malas naq layan karena lelaqy agyk . Maqen kytehr layan diorang , nnty diorang piqir yang laen pulaq . So the best , Layan Mataeyh Yang TerCyntaa ahje . Ahh qan bagos lau tuh mcm . Hhehe . Not to forget AbgNorman pissed me off so badly yesterday , across our conversation he said a thing . Kiwaaq perangduniehr kejap siyaa . He say , " mcm manehr la mataeyh tq keqal " . Kanasai tol . Ahquh sort taw . Let me state this clearly for you eyh abang ! Ahdeq leyh keqal dengan orang tuh lau orang tuh pandai jagehr haty ahdeq , layan ahdeq haryhary , sygqan ahdeq sorang , control drg punyehr ego dan respect ahdeq . Adehr paham abang ? Grrrrrrr -.- So now currently texting Babyboy , Huhu Ai suqehr Ai suqehr . Ai chynta you baby ! Yesterday night Manager called me , Irrits nyehr . So yes , Tomorrow i'll be working at 8am in the morning . Pagy sangat siyaaaaaa , Irrits -.- Ohyah as for previous post i've got mentioned several people whom i missed right ? And guess whad ? Sy wanpongtripong tuh naq jumpehr wawa . 0.0 Its been months we planned to meet but our planned turn into a failure everytyme . Lau taq wawa yang paitaw , dyeh yang paitaw . Tuh pasal wawa da naeq malas naq jumpehr dyeh , Punyehr la susah . Naqmoh piqir yang buqanbuqan , Kytehr hanyehr TemanTeman sahaja .Today's the 20th , Hohohoho . GoodThings happen a few months back , Just memories as for now . And Baby a few more days to our Monthsary , Ain that just so damn fast ? Iloveyousomuch boo , Mwahhs ! Later going out with Mummy , shopping agaain . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! BedokPoint da buqaq , so the banyaq matreps mannn . Ewwww Go Awayyy Youu Useless Matreppp ! Hahahah ! Oqayoqay ,
Text me if theres anything . Going Offline , Chalobeteh peeps .

` Ai wanna meet boyfriend tomorrow prettypleaaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeewithacherryontop , Hhehehe : D

Labes love :(

2010-12-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

` Ai miss boyfriend alot :'(

CHAKCHAK !
Will just do a short and quick update yeah , Not in the mood and dont know why . Tadyh bloghopping tetibe taqdehr mood , Qay whadeverhr . Since just now been texting yat , baby and mirakeai . Yat is a ladyee ayehr not a guy . Qay fastforward , yesterday night had a small conflict with baby . 0.0 , Ai nanaq elaborate dan nanaq ingatingat agyk . Not to forget AbgNorman kept calling me , apehr cytehr tah . Tating siyol -.- . Qay tadyh bangon pagypagy and follow mummydaddy go geylang . Shopping la kejapan qan , Ai suqehr ai suqher ! Andand panas teriq qan , and i was like , " Mama , cepat uhc jln adehr sunlight tawuq . muqehr ahdeq da mcm apehr " . Nyeeeeeeeeeets , my skin is like so dark , da tuh taqpehr terkopekkopek plaq tuh . As for my leg red dots everywhere . How am i suppose to meet baby with this kind of situation ? Haiyoooooh . Qay taqpehr . My arm is not getting better , still hurt like hell . Haaaissh . Ohyeah , i suppose to call my manager to check my schedule but somehow im too lazy to go work already . Pandaipandai korang la yer caryq ahquh pt syniehr . Ohyeah , school is gonna reopen in 2-3weeks time right ? Jengjengjeng . Booklist taq sentuhsentuh sampai skrg , How amazing ? Im still with my moodswings , mintaq maaf lau marahmarah taqtentu pasal . Ohyeah , didnt turn up for the futsal competition today . Idontknow who is replacing me , hopefully adehr luhc qan . Lagypon taqdehr training taqdehr apehr teros maen tournament fermferm qalah pehr . Bwad malu ahquh jehc lau maen bola , Hahahah ! Ohyeah dgrdgr , Luq , Ishafiq and adehr lagy bdk home maen siyaaa . Tawuh kuh maen qan naryh , dapat jugaq jmpehr drg . Grrrrrr ! Jmpehr drg seqaly seqale , ituhpon lau drg adehr match . Lau tqdehr taq jmpehr , Qay whadever . So yeah i so want to meet baby , i miss him big time mannnn . Macam naq melalaq pon adehr tawuq taq jumpehr qaw dhy . Da2 , Leave me a message alrytes peeps ? TakecareLovelies . Love youh <3

` Ai rynduhqan ZylaaQateq , Inny , SyiraKaysiao , DollyKaysiow , KiddKheysiow , FyrahSasiao ,
DolceElla , KynnCinonet , FazeeraDeela , Wyysha , FafaBabyKuching , IqaaSatusatunyehr , KaqWany , AbgAyie , KammieyGeek , NanaKaysiow , NabilaNabby , MiiraKeai , FasGelek , Wanporn , DylaFedelia , LyrahCine , Acap , Aaeim , Afiq and Smallboy .

Ah ameq qaw , byqnah namehr kaysiow . Hahahah , Meet up qay korang ? Rynduh tawuh :(

Acap ^^

2010-12-18T17:38:00.003+08:00

Im Baaaaaaaaaaaaaccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkk ! :D

So yeah like finally im back from my OBS camp , sesungguhnyehr i really had so mucch fun in camp despite facing many challenges and also gangguan dary bendebende yang aneh . Walaubagaimanehr pon OBS gereq banget deyh , Andand now im missing my teammates and the other teammates so so badly . Ai miss my team EngSoon . Sumpaaah korangg are the best of the best . Ai rynduh Acap , Shahmi , Ahcir , Hyqel , Lyrah , Ilah , Sofi , Aqai , Ajaq , Iqa , Kidd , Kynn teramatla sangat already . Ohyeah one thing thats bothering me when im off to camp was baby . In my team got a guy name Asyraf and peeps call hym Acap . And there ai was kept remebering baby . How wonderful ? Qay laa prepare for a veryvery long post aytes .

* Monday , 13Dec

Before off to PulauUbin , onthephone with Baby for a while during midnight . Buckets of tears all over us , sedeyh eyh . Okay woke up early inthemorning cause got to reach EunosMrt by 730am . Reach there and blablabla off to PunggolJetty there cause naq naeq boat to PulauUbin . Okay reach PulauUbin break into two groups . I was in the group call EngSoon . Kay first day do HighElement . Climb here climb there like monkey , Hahahaha . Wawa rockclimbing get to reach the top and bayangkan its like so high and i could make it . Awwwwh , Im proud of myself . Heheheh ! Did nothing much on that day . At night , RedlightRedlight ! Sway uhc sway betol tawuq . Qay bolayan , da datang naq bwad pehr qan . Tapy haty kuh tenang kejap bylehr redlight pacal bermaqne results is Negative . Huhu ! Taqod siyoool wawa that tyme . Semuehr pacal sy musibat tuh laa . Qay so the food was soooooooooooooooooo the taq sedaap , sumpah maqanan macam orang pt hospital . Qay whadever , first day sleep inside bunk . Slept with the guys luhc qan , so yeahhh besssssssssst sangatsangat ! Nyanyinyanyi laughlaugh talktalk and manymore . Got to message with baby for the last tyme cause theres network , Good qan ? Ai suqehr ai suqehr seqaly , Hheh !

* Tuesday , 14Dec

As for the second day , its the starting of our Expedition day . We were given task to Sail the whole of PulauUbin for 3days . So yeah , first day sailsailsail . Lau adehr wind bagos , iny taqehr wind so kene row the stupid boat . Sumpah memenatqan dyrieh kuh . Andand on that itself , we need to sleep inside the boat instead of camping at any campsite . Cm siyaq qanqan ? Nightduties were being told . So me and lyrah must do our NightDuties which is to just tengoqtengoq jagehrjagehrqan the place that we are sleeping is safe , andand yes its in the middle of the sea . Naseb taqdehr bende berlaqu , duty sampai kol 12 malam . Ah bagos luhc tuh qan . Sy shahmi menigau , sumpah kekek naq mampos . Kuh da ketawe mcm naq apehr .

* Wednesday , 15Dec

Woke up early in the morning and had an early swim in the sea wih our instrustors . Eyh i can swim ! Happy tawuq . So yeah for the that day , need to sail for 10km . We reach the campsite much earlier than what we targeted . Qaybest , yang pmpn pegy ready qan maqanan while yang lelaqy build our a place for us to sleep . Bylehr jejaq that campsite haty memang da taq tenang . So after eating our dinner , i vomitted so so badly . Lyrah and Ajaq help me . MaceyhKorangggg , yang laenlaen plaq wahdah you okay taq . heheh Care jugaq korang pat ahquh . Hehehe ! Oqay after that yat panggel kuh and told me a thing . So i walk to Iza and told her a thing. Blablablabla , I saw a thing behind our tent . Taqnaq elaborate , sumpah menakotkan dyriehkuh . Andand after that my body was shivering like hell , i felt so cold yet my body is freaking warm . Bdkbdk panggel instructor , instructor tanyetanye kuh taqtawuh naq jawab apehr . Da tuh kuh Lyrah suroh bareng andand lyrah urotkan kuh together with Yat and Kynn . Bylehr tengah bareng kuh melalaq macam naq apehr , naq tawuh asal ? Ituh bende yang kuh nampaq terangterang pt depan matehr . Macam maqen deqat dengan kuh tuh adehr uhc . Lau kuh tegor maqen dyeh kacaw qan , so kuh bwad bodow and act taq nampaq papehr and melalaq jehc . WorstNighhtEver ai told youu ! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !

* Thursday , 16Dec

Woke up superb early , clear up everything . Headed to the Quary inside the forest and had our rafting done . By noon we are off to sail back to our OBS campsite . Me and Shahmi was the captain for the day , Sumpahhhh stress taww . Me and shahmi was quarelling all day long , maenmaen punyehr gadoh uhc . Macam kacawkacaw gytuh . Irrits gylehr babs tawuhq ! And yeah , Nice knowing you Gummy ! Hehehhe . And yes around 4plus reach OBS campsite , didnt expect to reach early like whad we targeted again . Wonderful qan ? EngSoon paleeeeeeeeeeng beeesssttttt ! AWESOOOMEEEEEEEEEE ^^ . Reach campsite , clear up everything , tidy up things off to our bunks and bathbathbath . Segar semacam beb dapat mandy . Imagine you guys cant bath for 3 days , and can do your toileting only in the sea or at the forest . How bad could it be ? With all the irritatingstupid insects bit you here and there . Taq sanggop taw ahquh hidop mcm tuh . Cukop laa sekian 3 hary gytuh macam . Kuh taq sanggop . So yeah after dinner theres meeting . So there our instructor ask to share any problem that is bothering us and just let everything out thats in our heart . Ape lagy , kuh pon luahkan masalah kuh dengan daddy uhc . Hampirhampir nanges , Bersabar ahje wawa tuh maseyh . As for Acap and Kidd , they cried . Ai reallyreallyrreally pited them :(

Not to forget after the meeting headed to bunk and Called Baby . Baby was shocked to received a phonecall from me . Hahahah ! I was superduperdamreallyfreakingmuchtotally happy to hear his voice . Da talktalktalk kuh pon mcm biase melalaq . Awwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhh Happy siyol . So Lyrah start singing this song ,

" Tanye Samehr Wahdah , Wahdah Sayang Sapehr . Mesti Dyeh Qatehr , Acap Seorang " , Then she laughlaughlaugh . Baby got to listen to what she's singing . Hehehe ! Adehradehr jehc taw . Oqay la in the same time when i switch on my phone i recieved text and missed calls from alotalot of people . One of it was DollyKaysiow , she told me her grandfather just passed away that evening . Ohmy , Im sorry i couldnt be there for you . Im sorry bhy , Hope to meet you soon . Andand not to forget received text from Bbieclown . Sumpah sort gylehr babi . Sort maha sort ! Nbccb , kanasai tol . Qay whadever uhc eyh .

* Friday , 17 Dec

Got woken up by Kidd cause she ask me to accompany her to the toilet . Weird thing happen , biase jugaq gangguan sanehr syniehr . Mcmmcm btol berlaqu . Haiyooooooh . So yeah had our pity in the morning . So yeah satusatu cytehr pasal apehr dorang nampaq . Mcm kiwaaaaaaaaaaaaq , semuehr qatehr the same thing . Andand did HighElement thingy again for that day . This time i got injured . Da panjat tinggitinggi then kene jump to the other side and hold onto a long which is hanging . It takes a long time for me to jump , Unfortunately when i jump , i got to hold onto the log but somehow i slip and fall and tangan kuh kene ropeburn . Andand ai swear its freaking painful , kulit kuh mcm terbuqaq gytuh . Dhendhen adehr garisgaris .

So instructro sent me to the MedicalCentre , bylehr dyeh letaq obat pt tangan kuh , ah ameq qaw terpekik kejap ahquh . Kay then da bandage kuh kwa and pegy the tempat aleq . Since i cant do anything , i camwhore with the others . Hahahaha Nothing better to do right . So yeah went back to bunk cause wanna pack everything back cause going home . Andand weird thing happen , our packets of food which is lost in the morning was being found behind our bunk under a tree . Ai repeat eyh under a tree taw . Who on earth would want to wake up around 3-4am to put our packets of food under a tree . Causecause i remember woking up and our packets of food was already gone . Since i was sleepy i ignore , and next thing i knew in the afternoon . Those packets of food was being found under a tree . Ahh bagos , Malam Jumaat lagypon the day before . So pikir logic , mesty bende tuh lor yang letaq maqanan kytehr pat sytuh . Qay taqpehr Bolayan . Ajaq was talking to me the whole period of time . Leave OBS campsite around 3 plus , Kidd told me Ajaq wants my number . And he ask Kidd to ask for it . So the taqdehr care mann . So told Kidd this , " Naq no. mtq sendiry , biar adehr care uhc . Ai da attached , sorry eyh " . Hohohoho ! See ai taq bagy number ai taw , pasal ai tawuh Only Acap Is Crafted In My Heart . Only Him And Yes Forever Always punyaa . So yeahhh off to PunggolJetty to wait for the bus that will fetch the whole lot of us . Inside bus called Baby . Congratz to baby for Passing his Nlevel . See Insyallah you will pass and you did pass. Congratz baby for passing . Reach back Eunos , and yea Ajaq was like , Kay bye wardah . Dengan muqehr dyeh yang mintaq qene sepaq samehr ahquh da tuh dyeh jalan . Nice knowing you anyway ! Oqay lepas tuh headed to KFC with Hyqel , Ahcir , Lyrah , Ilah , Acap , Shahmi , Eein , Kidd and Sofi . Mintaq qene complain jehhc taw , maqanan dyeh peyh isi punyehr la siket naq mampos . Not even half of it , i think its a quarter of it . Macam laa siyaaaal . So sweet of Acap to gave me a litte bit of his food , Maceyh Acap!

Lyrah told me Acap asked for my number , jengjengjeng . Like i said , ai taq pass number ai pasal ai tawuh ai attached . So only that i could say , After that headed to Bedoq to meet mummy . Andand went to eat again , this time at LongJohnSilver . Mummy says wawa so the hitaaaaaaaam . Hahahah ! Whadever luhc .

Ohyeah , Instructor tawuh pasal ai dgn baby cause dyeh seboq tanye Rantai ai asal " A" . Seboq jeh taw . Got one time he disturb me pasal ai termenong . He say , " Wahdah , rynduh Ashraf yer " . Hehehe !

* TODAY

Woke up in the afternoon and text baby . Kesian baby tunggutunggu ai punyehr reply semalam . Sorry baby.Oqay la since just now i update my blog , and im finally done . Just down i adehr worldwar with 2 musibat .

Kanasai tol . Jgn sampai kuh buqaq cytehr aleq qay ? Nbccb . Oqay la tomorrow ai aderh Futsal competition . I need someone to replace me , So whos interested ? Im sooooooooooooooooo tired and weak . Taq kesian kan ahquh kehr korang ? Hahahah . Qay laa anything if wanna text me , leave your name behind it cause im using my dad's fucking phone . Hp lamehr siyol ! Grrr taq lawa tawuq . My phone is spoilt already , Harap Maklum . Hehhehe ! Oqaaaay laaaa , now i want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ! Tired .

Andand DhydhyChnytaaa , Before you start working , Meet up soon babyboy ? Imysdm ! Mwahhhhhhs !

P/S : Who's interested to join the NationalFutsal competition tomorrow ? Two more girls is needed . I need someone to replace me cause i really cant make it . Under16 for your info . Text me if you re interested alrytes ? It would be 9am at Scape .

ThankYoooooooouh For Your Cooperatioon : )

& to you Exboyfriend ,

Asal caryq ahquh aleq ? Taqod naq tanggong ?
Puqimaqqawpeyhlaqy la siyal . Results negative bodow jadyh taqyah naq kecohkecoh agyk .
Apehr salah qaw ? Sendiryh mawuh ingat la babi . You re changing ?
Dary dulu sampai skrg qaw cakap jehc lebeyh , bwad nyehr tidaq . So dont even dream of changing .
Pasal qaw tetap the old (insertname) yang ahquh kenal dulu . Naq ahquh bochui pasal qaw taq pat syniehr ?
Nabeyhchaocheebye , Whad goes around comes around , Wansueyh !

OBS !!! 131210 - 171210

2010-12-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

HappyBirthdayBaby

2010-12-12T14:35:00.000+08:00

GreetingReaders .
Let this post be the last before im off to PulauUbin tomorrrow aytes ? So yes many interesting happen lately , and im happy for that . But sadly , there are some problems too im facing . Manusie qan , taq lary daripadehr masalah . Qay taqpehr . Daddy , Ai hope you could settle everything by the date that were being given alrtyes . Insyaallah . Oqay ai naq do a really shortshort post okay cause im really busy and im going out in a short while . So yes yesterday i had superduperdamnreallygreat time with Baby . Hanye tuhan sajehr yang tawu betapehr gembirenyehr wawa . Okay la ai buqan tqnq elaborate tapy ai taqdehr time cause i naq kene mandy and everything . So yeah , Baby heres a post for you dearest babyboy .

` DhydhyCyntaa !
Firstly bhybhy naq qatehr , bhybhy had a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat time with you yesterday . Unforgettable moment eyh sayang . So yes baby , now you had prove to me that you love me . And for that , Iloveyousomuch dhydhy . I have no words to describe how i feel about you , its just so wonderful and lucky to have a guy like you . Im flattered , im touch . Thankkss sayang ! And baby , not to forget its your birthday today . Semoga panjang umor dan murah rezeki . And one thing baby , Cut down on your smoking sayang ? Im begging . Hehehehehhe ^^ . May you be bless throughout and goodluck for your Nlevel result cyntaa. Naqmoh naughtynaughty bylehr bhybhy taqdehr eyh , dhydhy naughty , bhybhy smaaack dhydhy punyehr dahi . Hehehehehe ^^ . Sadly , bhybhy missing you so so badly already . Will meet you really soon when im back alrytes dhydhy ? SelamatHariLahir Cyntaaaa ! Iloveyousososomuchhhhhhh , Mwahhs !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥AcapStar♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

mwahhhs !

2010-12-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

` Meeting dhydhy esoq , Ai suqehr ai suqehr seqaly .
Ai cyntaa you baby , Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !

Happy29thBirthdayTaufikBatisah !

2010-12-10T16:12:00.004+08:00

` Baby dedicate this song to me , Ai suqehr ai suqehr ^^

So now first thing first . As for now im superduperbdamnreallyfucking in a badmood . Im feeling soso down , pikiran kejap ai dibwadnyehr . Okay firstly i woke up late and yes im so late for work , so yes i paitaw work . Called mummy and mummy said mummy will call manager to give notice that im quitting my job , Hopefully oqay luhc qan . Secondly , i went into parents room . I saw this letter that daddy received by MinistryOfLaw . Buqan naq kaypoh or whad but somehow i find it really curious . So then i read the letter that were being given , ah ameq qaw . Mawuh tepranjat kejap ai bacehr , so yeah how on earth is daddy gonna get that huge amount of money ? Ahhhhhhhhhhh !!!! Ai tqnq daddy kenapekenape , harapkan daddy and abang jehc support family skrg . Mummy tengah caryq keje , waduhwaduh . Ai tqtawu naq bwad apehr . Sumpah ai qatehr 2010 swayy uhc swayy . Haaaaaaaisssssssh . Thirdly , since just now Facebook-ing . Whad i can say is that , Whad a smallsmallworld . Fourthly , dont blame people for your sadness cause you re the one who came searching for it . Fifth , Im missing baby so so so badly . So im done about whad i wanna say . Yesterday night got to onthephone with baby , theres apart where baby cry . I try comforting him but i ended up crying too , How wonderful . What i could say , no worries baby i will takecare of myself . Haty ai naq pergy pon taq tenang , ai taqod papehr jady pt you dhydhy . Hmmm takecare taw baby bylehr ai taqdehr nanty . Papa text me lastnight ,and Mama was like so so happy , Awwwh .Sweet betol papa ahquh nyh , Nyeeets . Like i've mentioned i met Syira yesterday .Biase jgq luhc qan . Syira dgn ai naq baqar satuh puqimaq nyh peyh rumah . Muahahahahah !Cheyy fake ayehr .Ohyeah , yesterday night too Sepet text me . Sepet kenal ai dary bdkbdk nyehr . Andand dyeh pernah blg ai that satuh musibat nyh buqaq cytehr lamehr pcl ai and blg bdkbdk SiLing . Tq sort kehr lau dengar ? Untoq laqy boleyh uhc banggebangge qan , qytehr pmpn adehr marwah siyol . Qay papehr uhc eyh boy . Ai swear ai have no moood at alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ! Camp is in 3 days and yet i havent fully packed my things . Ahhhhhhhhh no mood for everything . Ohyeahh , Ai Rynduhqan FafaBabyKuching , IqaaSatusatunyehr dan DollyKaysiow manymany tawuuuq . Meeet up sooon taw koranggggggggggg . Da laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa byeeeeeeeeeeee !

P/S : ` ahqu buqan member maqan member qay

♥♥♥♥♥♥ Happy 29thBirthday TaufikBatisah ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Acaaapstaaaaaaaaar

2010-12-09T23:32:00.001+08:00

MalamEveryone ~

Just reach back home a few minutes back . As for today i had a greatgreatgreat time with Baby and SyiraKaysiao . Despite getting paitaw by Inny , kuh jumpehr syira . Yeahyeahh . Today ai meet baby at Lakeside , Jaoh qanqanqan ? Hujong kehr hujong . Syg punyehr pacal ai sanggop turon tawuuq . Hheheh . Oqay the whole journey going to Lakeside , ai taq dapat dudok pt mrt , sedeyhh seyhh . Reach there on time , 130 taww ! Hahaha . Oqay met baby , spent time with baby . Ai malas naq elaborate cause im superb tired as for now . Whad ai know is that , Baby Ai Cyntaa Youu , Ai taqnaq kehilangan you , dandan sudah tentu ai sayangqan you taw dhydhy . MwahhhMwahhhs Ai Love You Dhydhy ! Oqay skrg ai tengah onthephone dengan baby , esoq i update . Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Shahril Ishaaaaaaaaaaaak !

2010-12-09T11:37:00.000+08:00

GreetingEarthlings : D

Wawa happy seqaly pacal later on wawa aqan meet baby , heheheh . Ai suqehr ai suqehr ^^ So yeah ai naq recall pacal semalam . Yesterday whole day i sleep , How wonderful . Prangai org gemoq siyol wawa . Hahahah ! Firstly i got woken up by Iqaa's call and after that ai start playing my lappy for a while . Baby knows im online and after commenting each other on facebook , he ask me to rest . Dyeh suroh kuh rest , kuh punyehr rest ah ameq qaw sampai qehr petang kuh tydo tawuhq . Got woken up by Mama zylaa punyehr phonecall , sumpah kcw daon . Hhaah . Ohyer , semalam punyehr plan naq turon sembawang taq jadyh seyh . Grrrrrr , Kuh binget tawuq . Qay whadever , so yeah evening time pegy shopping dengan Mummy , naq beli barangbarang OBS . Mummy get irritate with him , ai caryq baju punyehr la cerewet . Hahahah ! So yeah now im left with 22bucks , how on earth am i gonna survive with 22bucks ? Haiyooyoyoh . Waduhwaduh , -.- . Oqay taqpehr so reach back home watch football . Menyaqetqan haty siyaaa . Formation gonecase . Ai punyehr shahril taq abesabes gentel bola jehc . Beyh bylehr passing , maen asal boleyh pass . Sy amri plaq baruh maen da injured . Sy shahril mcm manehr jady captain pon quh tqtawuh , hancooor siyaaaaaaaaaaaaa dyeh maen . So yes , singapore cannot qualify for SemiFinals . Haty hancor siyaaa wawa , Binget doww !! Atlast mama zylaa called , bobal dengan dyeh pasal bola . HAHAHAH ! Oqay fastforward , Onthephone with Mama , Papa and Baby till almost 3 gytuh . Sambel ituh ai tengah online , andand ai chatted with Anayas , Smallboy , Axel , MiraKateqq and My aunty . Anayas start the chat by saying " Oiy ! " , Smallboy pulaq " HelloBonchet " , Axel plaq comment pt facebook , MiraKateqq plaq " Baby , you nmpq mcm sad jeh " , Aunty plaq at facebook . Whad ai know , i had a great time chatting with them . And yes im happy for Mira that she's happy and move on already . Good to hear that baby . Smallboy pulaq qatehr ai maqen gemoq . Da tawuh taqpehr beb ! Hahaha . Anayas told me he already broke up with Kynn , and ai swear ai was supershocked . They have been together like 1year7months gytuh ? Sedeyhh qan . Haiyooooooooooooh . CheerUp Anayas : D , Oqay laa ai malas naq elaborate . As for now chatting with Bestfriend Afiq , yes afiq we both did a mistake and you need to know Life must Move ON ! If wawa can , you also can . Dengar qatehr ai , conferm you oqay punyehr . Cheer up bestfriend ! Im here for you . Oqayskipskip , picture above taken by DjWarna AzleenAli . Abang menang competition pt radio ria , abeyh menang jam swatch . So a few days back dyeh datang rumah and hantar luhc qan . Ai dengan muqehr masai naq mampos dyeh naq ameq gambar . So yeah , ituh la muqehr ai without no makeup at all . Macam zombie qan ? Biase jgq uhc . Hahahaha ! Oqayy laa , Ai naq mandy siapsiap and off to meet Baby . Lepas meet baby naq pegy jumpehr Inny . So yeah anything feel free to text me aytes . Chalobeteh , Takecare . LoveYouh All . Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs !

Fuckyouh Rini ! -.-

2010-12-07T19:49:00.004+08:00

AssalamualaikumReaders :D

So yeah , i just reach home a few minutes back . If baby knows that im online and not resting mampos nnty dyeh majoq dengan ai . Hahahaha Taqpehr kuh da biase . Cheyycheyy . I will rest after i do this update alrytes . So yeah , Before that i just ended my conversation with Smallboy . Eyh happy sungguh wawa and i dont know why . Sesungguhnyehr qytehr tidaq bersamehr lagyh , qytehr maseyh boleyh berqawan . Betol taq betol taq ? Sometimes its better to stay friends than being in a relationship , betol taq ? Hahahah Qayqay ai tawuh ai bobal mepeq . Skipskip . Yesterday was a nightmare to me , but yes baby and zylaa cheered me up . ThankkYoouuSoMuchhhh . Firstly i put on my facebook wallpost that im not in the mood , and after a while baby commented it . At the same time i was onthephone with Zylaa andand Baby naq conference sekaly . So we conference luhc qan . Babygirl Iqaa ai ajaq doubledate , Baby naq pikir lagy . So ai rase doubledate taq jadyh luhc qan . Ye uhc , ai taq kenal rudy agypon , but whad ai know dyeh HomeU jugaq . Hohohoho , Ai suqehr Ai suqehr . HomeU tawww buqan Rudy ! hahahaha . Oqay skipskip . Guess whad ? Yesterday night onthephone with Zylaa , papa and Baby from 9plus till 4plus . First onthephone with Zylaa , then followed by Baby and after that papa . In the middle of the conversation baby and papa naq dengar MJ12 . Wawa nyh verythelemahsemangat youh know . Part bende laen ksiaow tetap ksiaow . Part hantuhantuh nyh semuehr kuh tqbrany siyol . Kiwaaaq , ai dengar ai da taqod sendiry . Abeyhabeyh Zylaa cytehr pacal pat PulauUbin . And i was like ? Wtf . Im going to PulauUbin on the 13dec tawuuuq , Sumpahhh ai scared . Ai need baby there with me , Baby ikod uhc . ^^ Oqay la bobal peyh bobal da naq masoq kol 3 . Papa and baby hangs up , and when i wanted to sleep Zylaa called me . So onthephone with Zylaa till 4plus then off to sleep . Andand ai woke up at 6am . How wonderful , got to sleep around 1hour plus gytuh . Ai swear im freaking tired , eyebag bertambah . Sumpah da macam zombie taw muqehr wawa . Help me get rid of this eyebags ! It sucks mannn ! Grrrrrrrrrrr -.- Oqay la so blablablabla met my workingcollegues and of to LittleRoad cause adehr cause . So sepanjang course tuhc matehr ai layu teramatlah sangat . Since i wanted to stay awake , Ai dengan Mia bwad kelakar kacawkacaw org ketaweketawe mcm pmpm gylehr . Ai dengan Mia boleyh swee , qaybest . Mia lawa youu knowhh , funny sumore . Ai looooooooooike ! Heheheh ^^ Apehr yang tuh lecturer tanyehr semuehr quh jawab . Goodgirl qan ? Abeyh dyeh tanyehr manehr ai tawuh answer semuehr , then kuh qatehr la obviously kuh blaja Physics & Chemistry tuh pcl quh tawuh nyh semuehr . Setuupiidd tol ! hahaha . Oqay la lunch time pegy mamam pt lwa , near my school sanehr . So yeahhh pendeqkan cytehr , Ai pass the stupidd course . So yeah da dapat certificate , geraq uhc apehr lagyh qan . Since ai want to waste time , ai took mrt stop at bedok and took bus . Padahal adehr direct bus taww naq aleq . Andand lagypon ulu hati kuh macam adehr bende cocok2 , puneyhr la saqet masyaallah . Hanyehr tuhan sajehr yang tawuh . Till now the pain is still there , i dontknow how to stop the pain . I swear its really painful . Korang bayangqan muqehr korang qenehr pijaqpijaq , fermferm saqetqan ? Ah macam gytuh la saqet yang kuh raseqan skrg . Naq jalan sumpah sekse . Ohmygod , stop the pain please . Sumpaaaaaaaaah ai taqtahan . Baby ai need your huggggg !! Fever and coughing is getting worst . Ai swear ai need to go to the doctor . Mama Zylaa , Accompany wawa boleyh taq ? :( Haaaissh . Ohyeah tady pegy check gaji ai . Punyehr la ciket naq mamposss . Da dapat gaji mummy pinjam cause need to pay this and that and yes im left with a few bucks only for myself . Ai keje penatpenat and this is whad ai get ? Wahhpiangeyh , ai sort jehc tawuq . Qay taqpehrtaqpehr . Oqay dada , hopefully tomorrows plan berjalan dengan lancar . If mama boleyh kwa , bermaqne semuehr da qaygo . So yeah sembawang here i come , Huhu ! Its been a reallyreallyreallyreally long time i've wanted to go there . Butbut ituh dulu laa qan , skrg taqpernah terlintas pon naq jejaqqan dyrieh ai pt sanehr . Actually ai memang taqnaq , tapy papa ajaq so kuh kaygo . Firstly papa suroh turon woodland , kuh siangsiang da pangkah . HAHA ! So then papa sebot uhc tempattempat semuehr , then papa qatehr asal semuehr pangkah cap merah pah . Da tawuh taqpehr papa ! Qay laa , i really should be resting as for now . Nanty baby worried plaq , huhu ! Hope to meet you tomorrow dhydhy , Mwahhhhs !
SigningOff , WawaKsiaow .

& Is it wrong for me to love him ? Is it wrong for me to have a relationship with him ? Is it wrong ?

Wahai intanpayongkuh , lantaq kuh laa naq mataeyh dengan sapehr , suqehr haty kuh la naq sayangqan sapehr . Menyusahqan awaq yer sayang oiy ? Ohhno tidaq . Awaq tuh setaqad masehr lalu dyeh , dan awaq da ludah dyeh and sekarang awaq naq qatehr mcmmcm plaq bylehr sayehr dengan dyeh . Awaq nyh taqboleyh nampaq hidop sayehr senang yer ? Dary dulu taw awaq , sayehr dengan sesapehr pon adehr jehc awaq naq comment . Hubungan sayehr dengan mcmmcm orang hancor pacal awaq , saye taqkesah saye bwadbdow . Pacal apehr ? Pacal pandang qawan peyh pasal . Pernah taq sayehr halang ataw comment awaq dengan sesapehr ? Pernah taq ? Malahan sayehr harap awaq aqan bahagie tuh adehr uhc . And yes , its been a long time we've fought yet you re still reacting this way . WOW ! Taqnaq qalah betol awaq nyh eyh . Kuh taqkan mengalah pacal kuh taq bersalah . Ingat tuhhh ! Qaw bela tuh puqimaq sangat qan , terosqan . Jangan sampai awaq patah aleq pt sayehr sudah . Sayehr taq singket qawan yehr , Awaq taqdehr sayehr maseyh boleyh hidop la eyh . Ciket pon waaa taq heran la oiy ! Qaw bwad kuh sekaly , kuh bwad qaw berkaly-kaly . Adehr paham taq ? Since ai didnt mention any name here , so please naqmoh terase wahai insaninsan di luar .Lau korang terase bermaqne korang yang salah lor , cause yes bwad apehr terase lau korang taq bersalah . Betol taq ? And yes , Lau taq pwas haty meyh syniehr bobal straight samehr kuh , taqyah passpass cytehr . Kuh taq suqehr , jady pompuan biar adehr care ciket. Qay ? Wansueyh !

See , ai dont use any vulgarities. Good Wawa ^^

busybusybusybusy ~

2010-12-06T15:32:00.004+08:00

* Ignore my eyebag , Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
& baby , ai tawuh yuh suqehr elmo qanqanqan ? Heheheheh ~

GreetingReaders !

Like i said , i 'll be MIA qanqanqan , tapy sebelom MIA betolbetol ai naq bwad proper update uhc . As for next week , ai wont be updating causecause ai kene pegy OBS camp for 5days , Irrits qan , Grrrr ! Yang irrits nyehr i wont be able to contact baby for a few days . Ohnooo , Im so gonna miss him , Ai swear :( Okay enough of that . So yes yesterday ai paitaw work , reason why is because im really sick and lazy to go work . Nnty pegy keje qene marah , and taqpasalpasal ai gadoh macam haryh tuh . Ohyeah , manager qatehr lau naq ameq leave mesty 2weeks in advance , Ai mintaq leave 1month in advance pon taqboleyh dapat . Jady gadoh siya ciket hary , mcm puqi . Lau camp skola tqpasal uhc qan mawuh paitaw , nyh OBS siyol . Mcm puqimaqdorang uhc siya taqkaci kuh off on that particular week . Quh taq kesah taw , quh tawuh on that week quh tqnq gy keje . Lantaq korang uhc apehr naq jady , siyal peyh manager . Andand semalam boss marahmarah cause ai taq pegy keje , ai da saqet and lemah semacam abeyh dyeh tetap suroh gy keje . Bobal naq sarcas semalam , mintaq qene baqar siyaa tuh BurgerKing , jadyh taqyah keje agyk . Menguji kesabaran ai betol , Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee geramnyehr wawa ! -.- Oqay malas mawu elaborate . Yesterday watch football , Singapore Vs Myanmar . Menyaqetqan haty siyaa , Firsthalf singapore maen mcm budaq sekolah siyaa . Sumpah formation semuehr da gonecae . Quh tengoq quh saqet haty , yang kejar bola saneyhr syniehr staqad AlamShah , yang laen kejar bola kehr larylary pon ai tqtawuh . Qay whadever , second half got improvement . Amri masoq semuehr da maen dengan sunggohsunggoh .Wawa punyehr shahril maen hancor semalam . Wawa punyehr seyh , cheychey .Hahahaha !Oqay la in the end Singapore won the match . So singapore da boleyh qualify for Semi-finals cause skrg da adeh 4points.Weeeeeeee !Okay la was texting baby the whole day , ai suqehr ai suqehr .Malammalam onthephone with Baby , Ai suqehr ai suqehr sekaly . Ohyeah not to forget a few days back sy tripong call ahquh , Wanporn laa , Hahaha ! Biase jugaq naq jumpehr , dyeh plan jehc tawuh atlast paitaw ahquh . Quh da biase wan , da biase sangatsangat ! Qay whadever , as for Ahcai kept contacting me .Ai bolayan tawuq , please la stop bothering me could yea ? Qay skipskip . A few days back onthephone dengan mama . Tetibe teringat qan Belo . Ai tanyehr mama , beyh mama qatehr cannot visit . Ohwell ,the only reason i kept remembering about you its because i still felt guilty about whad ai did to you .And 3 years is a long time dude , Im waiting for your comeback yeah . Tuh la suqehr langgar sangat qan , pailang sangat qan ,tengoq apehr jady ? Taqpehrtaqpehr Hope you re doing fine inside . Oqay skipskip , For the whole week ai busy sangatsangat.Today not going out , tuesday got course , wednesday freetime , thursday naq shopping barangbarang OBS , friday workworkwork . Saturday & Sunday biase jugaq taqboleyh kwa . Ohyer ai teringat baby tanyehr adehr probation eyh , ohyeah baby . Wawa lau kwa kene aleq veryvery early because of a incident that happen last year , parents dont trust me no longer . Sedeyh eyh cytehr , tapyh taqpehr . Quh langgar jugaq sampai skrg , causecause maqen korang kongkong ahquh , maqen korang taq kaci kwa sanehr sanehr syniehr , maqen rebel dan maqen ahquh naq langgar qatehrqatehr korang . Naq jady jahat , biar jady jahat teros , Tqyah naq hidehide . Betol taq ? Hahahaha ! Ah qan wawa da start dyeh peyh bobal . So yah , Im only free on Wednesday . Sapehr naq kwa dgn ai booking siangsiang pleaaaaaaaase ? Hehehhe . As for thursday , sapehr sudi teman wawa dgn KaqIka pegy shopping beli barangbarang OBS ? KaqIka suroh turon Orchard uhc naq bely barang , wawa taqod lost . Haiyoooooooooooh kecohkecoh . , Hahahahah . Oqay im out of words , da blank pon . So anything textext me or calling jech qays ?
And to MuhdAshraf , Meet me dhydhy , Imissyousodamnfreakingdamnmuch ,

Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ♥♥♥

MIA ~

2010-12-04T15:22:00.003+08:00

GreetingEarthlings !
Ohyeah , why everyone is changing their profile pic to a cartoon at Facebook ? Kinda irritates me but somehow it looks cute too actually , Wawa naq tuqar Dora uhc , Boleyh taq ? Heheheh!
Ai naq recall about yesterdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay thingy .

* Yesterday

So yeah was texting baby sahaje . Baby ask me who tell me this and that , so yeah bolayan suaa qatehrqatehr dyeh . Ohh ingat nyh taw ghurl , tear us apart ? Try me bitch . You give me shit , I give you hell . Adehr paham taq sis ? qaw sch samehr nan sister2 ahquh , samehr nan ex2 ahquh . Jangan naq macam phm eyh samehr ahquh . Wansueyh ! Qay skipskip . Lastnight onthephone with baby and ZylaaQateq . Conference luhc qan , best sungguhhh . Ai suqehr ai suqehr! qay uhc malas mawuh elaborate. Met baby today and yes ai had a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat time with baby . And baby , never ever ever cry again , ai swear ai dont know how to comfort you . Naseb ai taq nanges tawuq , hheheheh ! Oqaaay laaa , Ai naq cytehr pon mcm terlalu banyaq gytuh . So yeah as for work sucks big time ! Got scolded by everyone excluding Firuz . Thanks Firuz , dyeh jehc side ahquh laen semuehr marahmara . Puqimaqkorangpeyhlaqy la siyal ! Nbccb . Naseb korang da lamehr keje sytuh , naseb krg teamleader and manager , lau tidaq satuhsatuh mintaq kene sepaq samehr ahquh . Qay whadever . Sy Nagen tanyetanye , asal makeup tebaltebal nyh , aruh jumpehr mataeyh eyh tadyh tuh pasal datang lambat . And i was like lambat ? quh check schedule ah memang quh lambat pon . Should start at 2pm , but i came at 4pm . Baeeeq uhc , tuh makcik yang tulesqan quh punyehr schedule asalboleyh tulis jehc . Siyal toool ! Qay whadever uhc . Reach back home bath and eateateateat . Eat sebanyaq tidaq , mcmmanehr taq bonchet . Hahahah ! Oqaay after that onthephone with Zylaa from 1130 to dont know whad tyme . Bill fermferm belambong punyarh , ye uhc asyik quh jehc yang call dorang . Qaytaqpehr . Sekaly sekale jehc quh bwad gytuh . Conference with Papa , Zylaa and Baby . AI interact with zylaa using mama wawa . Hahahh Cute tawuuuq ! Qay laa malas naq elaborate . Most of the time i was quiet causecause im not in a good mood , and im not in a good mood cause im superbduperb tired . Yeahhhhh tired sangatsangat , Dozed off and woke up late .

* Today

I just woke up a few minutes back .Yes da petang ponnn , Bagos qan bangon lambat ? Prangai org gemoq siyool wawa . Hehhe ! Oqay just hang up the phone , Zylaa called me . Adehr laqy dapat number dyeh daryh manehr tahh qan . quh pon start prangai ksiaow quh samehr ituh anaq . As for today ai paitaw Ahcai . Firstly , Im sicksicksick . Secondly , you know im attached but why do you still want to meet me so badly ? And thirdly if i were to explain everything to you , you wont even understand my situation as for now . So yes Paitaw jehc lor . Yer qaw mmg qawan yang baeq , you was there to cheer me up about Bbie , but everything change now . Im sorry Ahcai , lastlong with your girlfy oqay and please stop bothering me . Oqay i dont know why , but somehow i think i've change this days . Prangai siyal ahquh mcm da start aleq gytuh . Hmmm entahluhc asal . NvmNvm , ai pon tqtawuh naq qatehr . Nq qatehr campor sanehry syniehr da taq poon , Hmmm dontknow laa . Not to forget chatted with Anayas lastnight , and yes you re not even helping tawuq ! Maqen taqodtaqodqan kuh tuh adehr uhc .

Haiiiiiisssssssssssh . Mama ! Iqaa ! Anayas ! Helppp me , i dont know whad to do :'( Qay laa

Ai naq MIA ! Byebye.

mendaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaq !

2010-12-02T18:21:00.001+08:00

Second post for the day , Im boredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored !
Dary tady tengoq macammacam video , randomrandom punyehr . Mendaq nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehr !
Tawuh ahqu jumpehr kawanquh tady , Haaaaish taqpehr laa . So yes , Tomorrow meeting baby . Weeee ~
Ohyahhh , Cute budak kecyq tuh nyanyi laguh apit ? Hahahah , kecyqkecyq da pandai nyanyi . Bagooos !
Oqay laaaa , Going out later dengan daddy . Byebye ~

HomeU under16 .

2010-12-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

Ayay Baybayh !
So yeah Currently onthephone with ZylaaQateq but yet i still could do some update . Hahaha , Tengah paqai earpiece mahh . So yah qytehr duehr da mcm pmpn gylehr , duehrduehr buqaq laguh , duehrduehr tengah nyanyinyanyi . Sempat duet plaq tuh qytehr duehr , Da buang tebiat qan ? Ai knowhhhh ! Hahahahahah . Qayskip , picture above masehr gy swimming , adehr lagy banyaq blom upload . Sy zylaa taq uploadupload . Grrrrrr ! Speaking of Zylaa , semalam adehr hal siyol dgn papa , zylaa and yang laen . Puqi , atlast settle siyaa semalam midnight gytuh . Sort maha sort siyaaa ! Qay malas mawuh elaborate . Yesterday was bestbestbest , ai jumpehr my babygirl IqaaSatuSatunyehr . Ai tengah demampanas maboqmaboq , turon sanehr pacal naq tengoq bola . HomeU lawan Geylang , Under16 luhc qan . Ai paqai singlet dengan seluar cargo jehc , Malas naq lawalawa. Afterall tengoq bola pehr buqan gy town . So paqai slackslack peyh type . Masoq stadium , da jalanjalan , tetibe iqaa qatehr " U2 , tuh kidd u ,tuh kidd " , Ai pat sytuh da macam , manehr manehr ? Matehr ahqu da taq nampaq . Hahah ! Qay after that iqaa qatehr " u tuh yan tuh yan " . Qay aftehr that ai qatehr kidd no.3 taw you , beyh iqaa qatehr luqq no.4 taw . Hahahaha! So our madness starts from there . Andand tetibe ai received textmessage from Baby , terpeqiq ai kejap . Bwad paiseyh jehc , Hahahahah ! Oqay then messagemessage baby . Taq siyesiye ahquh dtg untoq support taw . HomeU menaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang ! weeeeeeee ! Ai dengan iqaa da terpekiqpekiq . Heheheh ! quh buqan menggatal quh cumehr support kwnkwn kuh yang tengah maen . Dorang may be hot , dorang may be cute , tapy baby lagy cute dan ai cyntaa baby . Get it ? Hahahahaha ! Oqay lepas match , waited for Rudy , atlast dyeh paitaw iqaa . Taqbaeq qan ? qay taqpehr . Andand after that headed to Mrt , adehr orang peqi Riqa Riqa , after that Wawa . So quh pusing , andand its Kidd . Piqir sapehr siyaaaa , Hahahahaahah ! Jengjengjeng . Qay laa kuh turon cityhall then tukar redline . Stop at ToaPayoh , and took bus to bedoq . Boleyh aleq direct dary stadium tqnq taw , quh naeq mrt . Naq waste tyme luhc qatehrkan . Reach home , kuh tengah pening maha pening . Kuh jatoh pt tangge , ahh ameq qaw quh punyehr knee swollen ciket . Saqet dow ! Qay after that watch tv and all that , thenthen texttext with Baby and MiiraKeai . After that onthephone with Baby , Awwwwwh ai rynduh dyeh peyh suare seyh and most importantly ai rynduh dyeh manymany . Maybe meeting baby esoq ? Taq ferm uhc . Oqay while onthephone with Baby , ai received message from Ahcai . He say he have feelings for me , 0.0 . Ahcai , Bbieclown punyehr qawan . The guy whom called me " mummy " , and now he say he loves me ? Oh nono . You know im attached , so yah we re still friends like how we use to be . Oqay dear ? Oqay la dozed off around dontknow whad time , andand woke up around 2pm . Amazing eyh ? Hahah ! Woke up received several messages and missed call . Qay reply them all and blablablala . Hmmmm ai just ended my conversation with Zylaa . Qytehr duehr lau da bobal taq ingat duniehr siyaaa , Hahahaha . Oqay laa , Ai pon naeq mendaq blog . Tomorrow im working till 8pm , Malas deyh mawuh gy qeje . Anything text , Chalobeteh . MwahhMwahhs ! <3

Haaaaaaaaaaaish -.-

2010-12-01T12:41:00.002+08:00

* Face without make-up -.-

Sorry for not updating , taqdehr mood , malas plus im busy with my own life . I have a life tawuq ! Hhhes.

Currently onthephone with ZylaaQateq , ai pity her situation right now . Other than that , i have a reallyreallyreally bad feeling about a thing . OhmygodOhmygod , jangan laa terjady apeh yang ahqu pikirkan . Tolong la , Haaaaaaaissssh . Hanye Zylaa dan Iqaa jehc yang tawuh . qayqay skipskip . Ai recall pacal semalam qay . Ai jmpehr papa dgn zylaa first . Ai lambatlambatlambat , da jumpehr kaci baju dhen naeq bus dgn irah and off to Mendaqi . Sampai tempat mendaqi , ai dengan iraah conquer tuh tempat . Qytehr buqaq laguh pt laptop da tuh jogetjoget . Bwad muqehr taqmalu uhc qan qytehr duehr . Qay la ai malas betol naq elaborate , overall ai did had a fun tyme yesterday . And yes as for today , im down with a fever . How amazing ? Grrrrrrrrr . So about friday yang doubledate tuh , ai rase ai dgn baby jehc la kwa . If not friday kwa then saturday . Ai dont know laa , ai feel like quitting my job and stay at home for the rest of my life . Badan ai semaqen hary semaqen lemah , taq cukop rest langsong . Lau taq keje adehr mendaqi , lau taqde mendaqi members ajaq kwa . lau haryhary terosterosan macam gyniehr , sumpah ai boleyh pengsan siyaaa . Ai penat sangatsangat , taq cukop rest tawuq . Haaaish -.- . Downdowndown with a fever but later on at 245 meeting Iqaa at Lavender cause naq pegy bola . Waduhwaduh , im like dragging myself there . Members punyehr pacal ai turon , qay taqpehr . Paleotaq macam naq meletop , pening maha pening . Badan panas mcm apehr siyol . Rasehr macam naq muntah ahjehr . Ahhhhh apehr naq jady nyh ? Qay dada sudah . Chatted with Areed tadyh , andand he ask me a thing and checkcheck IlahTetot ahdeq dyeh . The ghurl whom ai go swimming the other day with . WOW ! Smallworld ehy . Areed dengan ai da 1year qan berqawan ? Hhehehe ! So the fast seyhhh . Dyeh naq kuh , kuh tqnq dyeh . Causecause sometimes certain people only deserves to be your friend and not more than that . Betol taq betol taq ? ^^ Today is wednesday , baby should reach Sg anytime . Papehr message jehc laa yer lau da sampai Sg ayyehr . Qay laa quh naq rest nyh , sumpah macam naq explooodee paleotaq kuh nyh . Pening nyehr , naq kwa pon piqir duehr qaly . Haaaaaaaaish . Taqpehrtaqpehr , meet you at 245 qay Iqaa ? Rinduh qaw sayang . Meet you later hunnieyh ! Oqay laa , as the days goes by , alot of stories about baby i've heard . But yes , apehr naq jady jady . Kuh pon da tqtawuh naq qatehr apehr lagy , saqet haty jehc uhc . Haaish . Taqpehr laa , Quh Cyntaa Baby . Meet Up Soon Dhydhy ? :'(

Them Or Boyfriend ? -.-

2010-11-29T16:27:00.001+08:00

I Miss Boyfriend So So Damn Much :'(

& Till boyfriend is back then i'll do a proper update aytes .
Takecare Lovelies , Anything text me . Mwahmwahmwah !

irrits

2010-11-29T13:35:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum Readers ! Woke up early in the morning today cause baby is going to Indonesia . So yeah as for now , baby is off to Indonesia already . Last night got to onthephone with baby , whad i remember was , kalau rynduh tengoq gambar ai , andand blogblog sahaje . I remember that ! So yes , Im gonna blogblogblog to let out everything . He did remind me when he's away , he ask me to eat 3 meals a day , not to miss a single meal . And yes , i've not eaten since yesterday night . Im reallyreally in a badmood . Why ? Cause i've been hearing stories , and yes all i felt was pain . Enough of stories , enough of everything. Im hurt now , Thankkyouuusomuuucccch ! Yes maybe those stories were true but ai cant believe whad i heard from my loveones . Haaaaish . Nyh mcm tyme ai dengan ArepSanchi , mcmmcm siyol cythehr kuh dengar . Kuh taq paham betol , atlast kuh menyesal sendiriy causecasue people change . Betol taq ? Hmmm taqpehr . Oqay when baby wanna hang up the phone cause he wanna sleep , tears start rolling down my cheeks . Ohmygod Ohmygod . There he was saying this and that , there i am trying to control my voice to let him not listen that im crying . I swear i miss him alot , i cant say much more . Ituh sahaje dhydhy . So yeah currently onthephone with FyrahSasiao . Yesterday Wanporn asked me when i can meet him again , yes we re just friends but i feel bad if i were to go out with you . Oqay buckets of tears all over me again and again . Haaaaaaaaaiiiiiish :'( , Im not in the mood . Jangan Message Ai Ataw Call Ai , Ai sedeyh :(

Ai rynduh dhydhy .

2010-11-28T22:35:00.001+08:00

Second post for the day aytes . Reach back home a few hours back .

Ai naq recall pasal today , sadhappysadhappy jehc ai raseqan nary , Haaaaaaish . Oqay woke up inthemorning cause need to conferm with Zylaa whether i'll be tagging along with her family and friends or not . So its conferm , then played lappy awhile mandysiapsiap and off to DowntownEast . Took bus with this puqimaq . WOW ! Dary dulu sampai sekarang prangai taq ubahubah taw tuh puqimaq . Dary kuh dengan belo sampai da taq pon tetap mcm gytuh . Ishishish , sukehr eyh qaw bwad musoh ? Sukehr eyh caryq pasal ? Quh taq heran . Quh taq sengket qawan . Quh taq qesah namehr qaw hot la eyh . Namehr hot , in person naq step gereq , naq step faneyh rabaq bwad pehr . If you re older than me i dont mind , nyh tidaq taw . You re FOURTEEN ! , Let me repeat eyh , FOURTEEN . Secondary two sweetheart plusplus umor bawah quh laa seyh . Grrrrrrrr -.- Qay skipskip . Reach downtowneast , masoq tuqar baju and everything . Before that textmessage with baby throughout . Baby kather baby pegy Indonesia tomorrow , bylehr bacehr teros down . Haaaish , hatyh ai pecahseribu . Macam naq nanges tawwww . Ai rynduh baby , haiiiissssh . Baby kept comforting me , but there i am still being sad though . Haaaaaaaish , qay skipskip . Swimming with Iskandar , Yasin , Zylaa , and yang laenlaen sungguh dhe best . Ai sukehr ai sukehr sekaly . Oqay laa camwhore with Zylaa and blablabla . Around 5plus gytuh off change and siapsiap then aleq . Lalu burgerking kejap naq check my schedule and guess whad ? Ai only work on Friday and Sunday . The rest off-day . How wonderful ? Tapyhkan taqdapat duet seyhh . Banyaq nah crew masoq tuh pacal nyh macam . Qay lepas tuh aleq , after that pegy hospital . Dalam hospital tengoq NeqEsah . Ai pity her . Ai messagemessage samehr baby da tuh ai nyanyinyanyi . Reach back home teros call baby , ai happy sangatsangat pacal dapat dengar suare baby sebelom baby pegy overseas . Baby suroh ai check facebook dyeh , waduhwaduh . Ai bacehr ai yang sedeyh seyh . Taqpehr baby , I'll be waiting and have a safe trip qay dhydhy ? Mwahmwahhmwahhhhs ! Ai Cyntaa Dhydhy <3 . Im free the whole week excluding friday so meet me peeps , ai rynduh korang tawuq taq . Hehehhehe ! Naq boboq uhc , very tired . NYTES !

Baby post this on his facebook wall :

Well tomorrow i'm off to Indonesia with my Uncle . Like always :)

Will return on Wednesday but don't know what time . But than i will be missinq my Bhy'bhy badly :(

Now she so sad that i'm off to somewhre tht she can't qet me to entertain her ,
to make her smile , to always say Iloveyousomuch & qive her kishh . She's missinq me badly . Haiya :(
`Qonna mishh you Bhy'bhy ! Muaccqqzz ~ Iloveyousomuch :)

Awwwwwwh ~

Ohmy , I miss you so so badly already dhydhy . :'(

haiiiiiiiiish ":(

2010-11-28T10:46:00.000+08:00

Baby , Listen to this song qay dhydhy <3

MorningEarthlings .
Im just gonna do a quick post yeah cause i'll be going out in a few minutes time . Yesterday night was a nightmare , Thanks to dearest Zylaa and Hafiz cheered me up . Mostly hafiz luhc qan , but somehow zylaa was there too . So you both , ThankYouSoMuch . And to hafiz , da boleyh jady pensyarah siyaa qaw . Hahahah ! Qayqay , yesterday whole day slack at home . Plan to meet baby but not conferm . Then atlast baby go out with his family andand lagy satuh plan cancel jugaq . Plan to go Azzura but taq jadyh , lau tawuh baby kwa dgn family , ai da pegy da azzura . Takpehrtakpehr , Ai malas naq elaborate . Oqay laa , wholeday onthephone with Zylaa . Da macam mataeyh tawuq kyther duehr , padahal kakaq angkat ahquh seyh . Hahaha . Oqay at night onthephone with Zylaa and Hafiz till 330 gytuh ? Ferm bill belambong . Ai cry my lungs out to them , Ai crycrycrycry . Naq sangat ahquh share masalah qan ? ah qan melalaq melalaq ahquh dibuatnyehr . Baby da sleeeep so ai have no one to talk to . So hafiz , apehr hafiz cakap memang commen sense uhc qan . But yah , girls would tend to make the minor thing to become bigger cause , the smallest or silliest thing that a guy said to girl can make the girl remember it throughout . Ai guess BrunoMars should teach you guys how to treat a girl . Hahahahah ! Its not that im not happy with baby , its just that i heard stories about baby and im so so hurt . Baby , If youre reading this I hope whad i heard wasnt true . Cause yes i choose to not listen to them and i choose to trust you cause I love you baby . Remember that , i put in effort to love you last time and i hope you wont dissapoint me baby . Ai cynta baby taw ! MwahMwahMwaaaaahs , Anything call me , Dont message aytes ! Takecare sayang :D

ZylaaQateq , Ahfly !

2010-11-27T17:21:00.001+08:00

Currently onthephone with ZylaaQateq and (insertname) .
(insertname) satuh blok dgn Fazz , Fuyoooooooooooooooooooooooh ! Smallworld siyol .
Plusplus he lepaq dgn budakbudak 351 . Qay laa quh naq continue conference dgn dorang .
(insertname) kacawkacaw ai seyh , taqbaeeeeeeqq siyaaaaaaaaaa !!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr -.-
Sabar wawa sabar . Qay laa chalobeteh , Papehr Call Wawa taw , naqmohh msg qay ?

Ai cyntaa Acapppp<3333333333333

Waw[A]cap !

2010-11-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum Readers ! The whole week my post is like so so dead kankankan ? Hhehs , Busy teramatlah sangat . Busy with work and baby . Ai Cynta Boyfriend Ai SangatSangat . MwahMwahs ! Oqay ai naq update sekarang , Ai aqan shorten everything qay . Sumpah nyh post panjang naq mampos punyahr taw . Ye uhc , satuh minggu siyool , Kay dada quh cytehr qay korang semuehr . : ))

* 22November
Went to work as per usual . Wholeday badmood semacam . Manager , XiaoLi , Lily semuehr marahmarah ai , semuehr bisengbiseng pt ai . Hmmm whad to do , fikiran seyh that time , Haaaaish . Blablabla lazy to elaborate , nothing interesting happen . Workworkworkwork only , Ituh sahaje , Kay da bes .

* 23November

Kammiey schedule same as mine , so work with her . She do dining , ai do kitchen . She disturbdisturb jehc , Hmmmm shorten it up , Firuz was fuckup by our attitude . Yehr uhc , kytehr irritate dyeh jeh mcmanehr dyeh tq sort . tol tq ? Lagylagy adehr banyaq customer that tyme . Kayh uhc malas mawuh continue . Reach back home sleeeeeeeeeep cause the following day still working . Work continuosly , macam naq pengsang ahje . Badan da lemah , not enough rest . Having fever somemore , Haaaaishhh -.-

* 24November

Met Shol and his gig , Off to CityHall cause naq ameq barang japjap . Slackslack , sumpah mengigil cause dalam aircon . Demamdemam pon sanggop jmpehr members , See members datang duluh tawuq ! Hehs .
After that blablabla headed to PasirRis cause goin to work . Onthephone with Zylaa and his wannabeBoyfriend . Youh know i know , Kay fastforwad skipskip . Whole day firuz disturbdisturb ahje . And yes , im 15 firuz . Im not 14 ! Ingat tuhhh . Kay blablabla , ai do closing so it means i finish at 11pm . Andand ai receive a mcg . Acap sent me a message , Gembire benar ai taw , happy teramatlah sangat luhr kan. Ohyeah , habes bwad closing cepatcepat aleq rumah causecause ai dont want to miss the last bus which is at 1145 , lau lepas mampos lor , no bus to go home . Inside bus onthephone with Zylaa . Reach back home onthephone with Zylaa and Bob . Dgn bob standard bobal pacal secondary life , kay laa lazy to elaborate . Waw[A]cap starts . 241110 , 2310pm . Number cool eyh , Kaybest . Ahqu sukehr uh !

* 25November

Woke up superbearly cause meeting membermembers jap . Sebelom tuh chatted with Fafa . Menyaketkan haty ! SUMPAH siyaaa ! Taqpehr luhc , bwad apehr explain qan . Decision were being made , naq taqnaq move on jehc uhc . Haaaaish . Thenthen fafa kather " Be Careful " . SUMPAH ai pikir yang buqanbuqan . WhyWhyWhyWhy ? Jahat sangat kehr baby ? Hmmm ai taq paham seyhhh . Pikiran ai dibuatnyehr kejap that tyme . After that Onthephone dgn Iqaa , Dyeh ajaq pegy AZZURA . Hmm Blablabla should met baby around 345 at Somerset buy instead of 345 , ai reach somerset at 445 . Naseb baby taq marah ai lambat 1 hour . Oqay time tuh ai baruh baeq dary demam , staqad batokbatok jehc . As for baby , maseyh demam that tyme . Kay dary somerset naq pegy cinema , kene cross road . Hujan lebat maha lebat seyh . Ai dengan Baby lariy macam apehr , ai terpijak slipper baby . Hoho ! Dalam cinema was freaking cold , nanaq elaborate la . Ai tawuh ai cyntaa Acap . bhy sayang dhy dhy manymany taw , Hmmmmm pendeqkan cytehr , met hym for a while only , sedeyh seyh . After that met mummy at bedoq , Dontwant to elaborate uhc . Ai sayang acap teramatlah sgtsgt !

* 26November

Woke up early in the morning cause need to go to work . Reach work , punyehr la taq bermaye naq keje . Ngantoq peyh pasal , now ai da expert in kitchen and everything . Tinggal counter jehc ai slow semacam . Hehhe . Macammacam naq kene bwad at work tadyh , tapyh taqpehr . Asalqan gaji masoq quh oqaygo peyh . Oqay after work jumpehr quh peyh sistehr syirasiao ehsaii . namehr baeq uhc bhy ! hhehs . Oqay malas mawuh elaborate uhc . Pendeqkan cytehr da lepaq smpi evening dhen lepas tuh dyeh turon umah ai . tengoq video satuh puqimaq nyh , kytehr duehr binget sendiry . Syira binget pacal satuh bende , quh plaq binget pcl bendehr laen . Hohohoo ! Sampai skrg taw ghurl quh maseyh tqpwas hatyh nan qaw . Selagyh tangan quh nyh belom sampai pt muqehr qaw selagyh ituh ahquh tq pwas haty . Kayh malas mawuh elaborate , before 10pm hantar Syira aleq . Reach home chatted with (insertname) . Puqi , da chat nan dyeh quh melalaq macam naq apehr . Quh kol uhc zylaa , dhen quh melalaq mcm apehr zylaa pujoq pon tq jalan . Zylaa tqpwas haty , baeq pehr kakaq angakt quh ? Syg qaw siyol ! quh blg uhc halhal quh . Qay lepas satuh satuh taw , quh kene maqi dgn Irulsatsat . Wahhh Baeeq uhc . Ingat nyh boy ! , qaw tqmoh sembarang poq qay ? Qaw sebot agyk hidop qaw tq selamat ahqu qatehr . Quh da blg sepet , sepet sndiryh sort bylehr dgr . Qaw tqd kene mengene jgn maen sembarang poq . nbccb ! Andand dgrdgr qaw bahan kutoq pehr pt sanehry ? BagosSekaaaaaaaaaaaaaly ! Ingat tqmoh sembarang poq namehr tanjong qay . Ingat tuh !!! Qay lepas dyeh , smallboy pulaq . Masyallah hatyhquh pecah seribu . Pwas haty korang bwad ahqu binget and sedeyh ? Pwas haty korang ? Qay taqpehr . Pasal smallboy quh tqnq ckp banyaq . Move on qay you ? Sorry .

# TODAY
Ai blog punyehr blog sampai da midnight . Ai tawuh panjang , ai aqan update alternate jehc taww . Hmm qay laa , Ai naq boboq , Papehr message ai ataw call taw korang ? MwahhhsMwahhhhs ! Iloveyou <3

2010-11-24T13:05:00.000+08:00

Meeting Shol and his gigs then off to work later on .
Anything just call me , Thankkkss :D

& To You Asshole ,
One word " REVENGE " !

& To Husband ^^
Get well soon Bby , Heheheheheh ! Mwahmwahs :D

AcapStarr^^

2010-11-23T23:46:00.001+08:00

Ai will do a proper update when im free kaykay ?
Currently onthephone with Acap , sesungguhnyehr qaw yang berade disampingku setiap hary .
See picture above ? Dyeh ai punyehr dhy , WawaKsiaow punyehr property tawww , Heheheheh !!
Thanks for being there with me , thanks for healing my broken heart .
Thanks for showing your love care concern towards , Waduhwaduhhh terimakaseyh la sangatsangat .
Youh knowh whad ? Bhy Sayang Dhy ManyMany Tawuuuq . MwahMwahhMwahhhs Ai Love Youhh !
Hmmm , lagy apehr eyh bhy naq katehr ? Tqtawuhh dehhh . Bhy tawuh , bhy sayang dhy ! Ituh yang pasty taw dhy . Hehehhehe , Sayaaang qaw laaa acaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! hehehehehe ^^
TerimaKaseyh Acap , ThankkYouuuuhSoooMucccch : D

fckyouh -.-

2010-11-22T15:25:00.002+08:00

Cepat eyh qaw dapat pengganti ?
WOW ! Bagos sekaly . Ahqu sukehr la qaw punyehr care .
Naq Ameq , Taqnaq buang . Taqdehr care langsong .
And lastly , LASTLONG DGN TUH SIYAL ! wansueyh .

Didicazli

2010-11-22T12:55:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum Readers !
Im back updating , Yes I Am ! ^^ . Finally i have my own free time as for now to do some update . I've been really busy with alotalot of things every now and then . Taqpernahpernah ai busy macam gyniehr tawuq , like everyday adehr jehc bendehr . Part ai keje or busy with other things , mcmmcm orang nq kwa dgn ai taw , part ai tengah free satuh manusie pon tqnq kwa dgn ai . Gerammmm ai dibuadnyehr . Irritsnyehr !
Kaykay , ai naq ceritekan everything sekarang . longlonglong post kaykay ? Nyeeeeeeeeeeeets .

# 19 November

WorkWorkWorkWork ! Sumpah superduperdamnfreaking tired . Whole day at work did dining , taqpehr ai da biase with that . Bumped into IkaKanina at burgerking . Okay wholeday ai dengan Nagendran and Amirul . CikSanah taqabesabes kacaw ai dengan amirul , theres a time when ai was sitting side by side with him , there she is disturbing us . Dyeh bisekbisek deqat Amirul a thing . Excuse me , Ai could hear every single thing that you say tawuq.She says " Skrg taqsuke malumalu , nnty da kacaw2 lamelame sukehr jugaq " . Apehr seyh , Ai taq sukehr amirul youh know ! he's just cute in a way thats all . Amirul irritating tawuq taq , Sukehr naq kacawkacaw . Lau part ajar ahqu bende , mesty salah . Atlast ahqu kene marah dgn manager , see how irritating is he . Grrrrrrrrrrrr ! kay dada sudah . Nagendran tanyehr ahqu , adehr mataeyh taq , Then ai say no la cause yes ai memang taqdehr mataeyh . Thenthen dyeh katehr shure not then ai say yes laa . Then ai talktalk to him , ai say uhc buang masehr jeh adehr mataeyh . Nnty atlast saket haty . Hahaha ! Andand at that period of time ai tengah saket and taq larat naq bwad keje cepatcepat , the nagendran tegor , Putos cynta eyh . Adeadehr jeh taw . Heheheh ! After work went back home straight . Macam biase messagemessage and then onthephone , wanporn ajaq meet agyk tapy ai taq meet dyeh cause ai busy teramatlat sangat . kayblablablabla after that dozed off .

# 20 November
Slept at 1am and woke up at 6am . Need to reach FuramaCityCentre by 830am . Fastfast bath and siapsiap and everything and met Dyla at hougang at 730 . Took bus and off to SerangoonMrt and reach ChinatownMrt around 8am . Inside mrt , Hatiku Berpecah Seribu . Ai received text dary Bbieclown . Hanye dyla yang tawuh betape saketnyehr haty ai . And yes , Its the end of BbieKsiaow , No more patching back , nomore together and would never be together again . This would be the FOURTH time aytes. Thanks for everything , ThankYouSoMuch . Nice knowing you eyh ! kay blabla Hazirah and Faiqah da sampai . Waited for Nana and Kynn . After that headed to FuramaCityCentre. Had our breakfast outside the ballroom and after that help to prepare everything for the event . Everything went so fine . Yang paleng best when Didcazli came , OhmygodOhmygod . First to take pic with him was Me and Dyla . Hhehehehe ! Ai sukehr sekaly , dapat salam dyeh macam dapat apehr gytuh taw . Heheheh . Didicazli adehr la adviceadvice kyteorang about alotalot of things . And one of it pasal " BGR " . So yes , ai ingat satu line nyh , " Maqen maqmaq taqkaci , maqen dorang aqan menjadyjady " . " Mateyh dengan orang yang maq kite approve , insyallah boleyh kekal " . Fuyooh , sekaly sekale , jady loveguru seyh Didicazli . Ai sukehr ai sukehr . Macammacam tips dyeh kaci , Hehehehhehe :D Too many too mention , alot of things to elaborate uhc , so i will stop . Reach home chatted with exboyfriend Smallboy . Ohmygoodness , Ai felt so guilty , ai felt so so bad . Now that i know , you still love me . But is it true boy ? Got to wish Smallboy a Happy3rdMonthsary yang taq menjady . , Im sorry . Haaaish . Okaaay la skipskip fastforward aytes .. Chatted with Ahcaii too . Tepranjat beroq dyeh kejap dapat tawuh ai da taq dengan Bbie . Sad eyh ahcaii ? Taqpehr uhc . Da taq jodoh naq bwad pehr kan . Lagypon adehr banyaq lagy lelaqy pt lwa , buqan qaw sorang . So ahqu taqkesah la sangat kannn .
" Ade Pegy Ade Balek , Qaw Lepaskan Ahqu , Ahqu Tqkn Dtg Aleq ! "
And blablabla Wanpong ajaq jumpehr lagy sekaly , Tapy ai taq jumper dyeh . Grrrrrrrrrrr -.-

# 21 November
Woke up at afternoon , received text dary assholes . Malas bin taq kuase naq layan mcmmcm laqy lagy .
Semuehr sayang melayang . Kolot uhc korang semuehr . Ai benci Ai benci Ai benci sekaaaaalay !!!!!!!!!
Kay da da sudah . Whole day im not in the mood , fikiran jaoh siyol . Andand smallboy , the only reason im not getting back with you cause i dont wanna things to repeat again . I think is the best for you to move on although i know its hard . Ahh ai tqtawuh macam manehr naq explain pat youh , you kene lupehrkan ai . Ai taq layaq jady mataeyh you lagy , ai tqtawuh asal uhc fiq . Haiish taqpehr la ai harap you bahagie kaykay ,

# TODAY
Kepale otaq ai nyh kan terpikirpikirkan satuh insan nyh . Bylehr laa you boleyh kwa , bylehr laa ai leyh jumpehr you lagy . Sumpah bell , ai rynduh you ! Boley jdy gylehr ai pikirkan you selalu tawuq taq ?! Haaaaaishhh . Currently chatting with SueStout , Mirakateqq , Ladoii and IqaaSatusatunyehr . Kecian ai tengoq some of my girls . Guys taq appreciate our good intentions seyh . Taqpehr laaaaa , ai pon da taqdehr mood sekarang . Ahbell ohh Ahbell . Cepatcepat la kwa , aru 7bulan qaw pt dalam ahqu da merane macam naq apehr . Waduhwaduh , Lamehrnyehr . Haissssssh !! Papehr pandaipandai korang laa naq cariq ahqu yer . Kay daaa byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :'(

3rdMonthsary taq menjady :'(

2010-11-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

Just came back home , am superduperdamnfreaking exhausted .
Have not recovered yet for a week plus already , Goooosh im really weak and tired .
I'll do a proper update when im free and in a good mood aytes ?
Takecare , Assalamualaikum .

P/S : Happy 3rdMonthsary to dearest exboyfriend :'(

sumpah ai rynduh you , sumpah ai ..........

DoubleDate ^^

2010-11-18T23:08:00.001+08:00

Malam Everyone !
Second post for the day , am reallyreally tired and in a bad mood as for now .

Tady commentcomment dengan Fasgelek and Mirakateqq ahje . Nalor ? Hmmmm , ai dont know uhc , i've been really busy with work , ai taqod ai tqleyh meet up jehc lau adehr gatering . Haiyooooooooooooh -.-
Reach back home around 10pm just now , went for mendaki the whole day but before that lepaq dengan Eyraah . Lazy to elaborate , ai did have fun time with her . Mendaki was superb bored for me as for today , hmm sumpah satu hari ai macam taqdehr mood naq enjoyenjoy gytuh . Entah la kenapehr ? Acap is in my mind every seconds . None of my friends knows about it , not even my superb close friends . Hmmm , ai dont know why but have my heart been opened for him ? Im confused . Okayskipskip , its been days i kept thinking of (insertname ) , ai pon terpikir jugaq uhc . Ai pat lwa happyhappy , lepaq sanehrysyniehr , dyeh pat dalam entah bwad apehr pon ai tqtawuh . How i wish i could visit you ? Sadly i dont know how to contact your family members no longer , I miss you alot . Ai harap bylehr you da kwa nanty you aqan cariq ai dan taqkan lupehrkan ai . Hopefully luhr kaaan . So yeah next week ai da plan naq bwad doubledate , Iqaa dgn (insertname) , ai dgn (insertname) . Ai tawu duedue malumalumeowmeow so lets double date , Conferm kecoh nannty ! Hhehehe . Naq tnguh sy wanpong dgn ahzan , sampai tahon depan poonn taqkan jumpehr . Wan taqpasal , ahzan tuh ai tqtawuh uhc . Pasal ai taq rapatt dgn dyeh , yang contact Iqaa . Hahahahah ! Kayy laa , As for tripledate , Plan da hancor da mampos . Sedeyh ai ! Baru happyhappy dapat jumpehr " (insertname) " , atlast da taq jady , Taqpehr luhc da taq jodoh naq bwad pehr kan . Hahahahah ! Okay sumpah ai penat teramatla sangatsangat sekarang , ai naq tydo cause esoq keje , waduhwaduh , Penat betol ai . So yeah , Anything Call or Text me Aytes ? kayy la chalobeteh .
Photos were being taken so ai will upload all of it when i have the time aytes baybayh ? MwahhsMwahhs !

NytesNytes , Sleeptight , Takecare , M i m p i I n d a h Semuernye

WanpongWanpong ^^

2010-11-18T12:48:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum Readers ! Im freaking weak , im freaking exhausted . I feel like dying cause i swear i dont have enough rest at all . Been down with a fever since last thursday , its been a week im not yet recovered ? Till when also i dont know , i just need to have a rest , Thats all. Been busy with work and mendaki every single time . Boley maty ai dibuatnyehr . Haryhary kuh kwa , haryhary taqboleyh dudok umah and rest , ai penat tawuq taq . Let everything ends , please . Haaaaaish , Okay Picture above ai sukehr sekaly , naq tawuh asal taq ? Goodthings happens on 200810 , KenanganTerindah , Kay sudahsudah enough of that , I naq bwad a quick post cause later got mendaki , Kay postpostpost :D

# 16November

Woke up early cause meeting Bbieclown . I spent my wholeday with him and his friends . Firstly ai turon his house then talktalktalk then after that proceed to Aljunied Macdonald cause he's starving . Bumped into Waty cause she's working there . After that took 155 and turon Toapayoh , picet iqaa tapyh dyeh taqdapat turon cause dyeh ontheway py Johor . Pt toapayoh taqtentram , beroq besepah , kene screen ahje . Ciket peyh irrits . Bbie laghy pegang contra mcm laa siyal , pusengpuseng siya kytehr duehr pt sytuh . Kay then waited for Acai , punyehr la sloooooooooooooow ! Waited for him like for almost 1hour , then da dudokdudok bbie katehr la namehr ai WawaKsiaow , then Acai kacaw , fuyooooh namehr baeq punyarh . Taqperlu eyh cai ! Kay after that ai heard Bbie whisper a thing at Acai . Ai dyam jehc , ai taqnaq perah so ai bwad bodow jehc uhc . Ai tawuh iny hanye sementare , Betol kan bbie ? Nothing change , its still the same dear . Haishhh . Kay da jumpehr Acai , headed to his lepaqplace . Acai kept disturbing me , acai katehr mukehr ai mcm maqmaq then he call me " Mummy " . Irrits nyehr qaw acai ! Then bumped into Hairol . Bbie introduce ai pt dyeh , then hairol katehr senyomsenyom then katehr hello . Eyh sumpah hairol cute gylehr babi tawww . Hahahahaha ! Kay after that Hairol fetch Yaya his girlfy . Sweet la dorang duehr . Sy hairol tuh kan samehr height dgn ai , ah bagosla tuhh . Umor bape tapy pendeq jehc you all . Hahahahahah ! Kay then yaya pon smpi , yaya katehr oh nyh wawa eyh . Hmmm peliq siyol , yaya tinggal yishun ! Acai dgn wawa taq sukehr tempat tuh , jiwehr eyh cai ! Hhheehe . Tempat tuh adehr la kenanganburok berlaku tuh pasal ai benci . Orangorangnyehr pt sanehr taq la ai benci , tempat nyehr sahaje okay ! Kay slackslack till 8plus gytuh ? Then headed to central , waited for Bear cause naq ameq barang . Bear katehr mukehr wawa mcm kakaqkakaq . Sumpah acai irrits , acai panggel Mummy jehc . Kay taqpehr . After that bayar kan bbie peyh barang and headed to macpherson . Whole day ai spend time with him , sempat pulaq ai tydo pt bus dgn bbie . Kekekekekek , reach back home latelatelatelate . Picet Iqaa and talktalk with her . Iqaa dan wawa aqan be apart of ______Kia , Huhu , Ai sukehr ^^

# 17 November

Woke up at noon and headed to Hospital cause NeqEsah admitted again . Keciann seyh , bleeding rabaq nyh kaly . Tempat operation that tyme bleeding and she look so so weak and pale . Ai pity NeqEsah . Orang sambot hari raye haji , ai sambot hari raye haji pt Hospital , Best eyh ? -.- . Pt hospital ai nyanyi2 jehc all the way . Pendeqkan cytehr was texting Smallboy and Acap all the way .Kay la then headed to work . Wholeday do dining , memenatkan dyrieh sahaje . Nagenjran aseq kacaw jehc , stop it siyaaa prangai , after that daddy fetch me back home . Reach home mamam jap and onthephone with Acap till 2am plusplus . Bapehr jam kyteorang bobal ai pon tqtawuh . taqkesah laaaa yer , Im sorry acap about yesterday incident . Im truly sorry dude , Maafkan ai okayh ? Mwahmwah Syg You ! Hohohoho , , Picet wanporn tapy taqdapat . Geram tawuq taq , kayh taqpehrtaqpehr .

# TODAY

Got woken up by Wanporn's call . Wan sedeyh taqdapat jumpehr ai . Tuh uhc youh , semalam ai picet buqan naq reply , nary part ai da adehr plan aru naq call . Taq kehr irrits tuh ? Taqperhr youh , nextweek ai tetap aqan jumpehr you . No Worries , Ai miss you Wanpong ^^ . Kay la dozed off , and get woken up by peeps again . Ai naq tydo pon taq senang taw , sumpah irrits eyh prangai satuhsatuh . Kayh EyraahSachek baruh jeh call ai suroh turon . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Lamehr ai taq jumpehr dyeh , so yeah , Ai naq mandy nyh skrg and pegy jumpehr dyeh . Papehr Calling kay you all ?
Chalobeteh , Takecare Semuanyerh , Love youh all , B Y E B Y E ! :D

smallboy :'(

2010-11-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

AssalamualaikumCynntaa ^^
Been superduperreallydamnfreakng busy this few days , naq log in facebook pon taq sempat . Dapat buqaq blog kejap post bende ciket ituh jeh . Ai busy teramatla sangat , busy with work , busy with mendaki and manymore . Haiyoooh , Please let everything ends , Im ReallyReally Exhausted for god sake , i really need some rest . Im down with fevercoughfluheadache since last thursday , and till now im not yet recovered . Mcm manehr naq recover lau taq rest ? Haryhary pegy mendaki , andand need to work somemore , keje pagy taqpasal taw , nyh keje petang aleq malam maha malam siyaaa . Waduh penat sungguh ai tawuhq taq . Haaaaish , Kay sudahsudah , ai naq bwad a quick post as for now .

# 12 November

Workworkworkworkworkwork ! Work till 10pm . Mummy , abang and amy fetch me back after work . Bumped into my worst enemy at my workplace , stare pegy stare baleq . Satu bende ahqu kene ingat , customer tetap customer . Sukehr taq sukehr tetap kene senyom . Terpakse laaa kan , mintaq kene smack jeh tuh pompuan . Amy tawuh la sapehr ahqu maksod kan . Kay whadever la , Bumped into Shaikh and Alep too . Okay work was fine on that day , talk craps singalong dance with Julito and Haqim . Sumpah kytehr tige mcm taqdehr keje , sampaikan manager pekik . Hahahahah ! KECOH dow , ai sukehr siyaa , happy ai adehr collegues macam gytuh . Okay laa , after that waited for daddy to fetch us then headed to Changi to have our Supper . Received text from Bbieclown , Ai taqnaq elaborate . Amy tawuh apehr jady . Was texting Alep the whole time , tried to cheer him up and i swear i have a really hard time cheering him up . Kecian Alep , So now Alep is officially single . I pity him , Haiiiishhhh -.- Reach back home and dozed off around 2am . Woke up around afternoon cause mummy called me .

# 13 November
Got woken up by mummy's call . Fastfast bath and everything and mummydaddy fetch me and headed to the hospital . Tengoq NeqEsah luhc kan. Kay bylehr da fetch NeqEsah aleq , dalam keta jugaq ai siapsiap and everything cause da lambat naq gy keje kann . So mukehr taq makeup taq apehr taw . Kening pon taq draw . NeqEsah katehr mukehr ai macam zombie , Hahahahaha ! baeq uhc neq . LOL ! Kay sampai tempat keje Hairie tegor , dye hair nampaq , Standard uhc ! Heheheh , Keje punyehr keje , bylehr naq aleq Amirul datang . Hohohohoo ^^ Haqim taq baeq katehr ai sukehr Amirul , Mepeq uhc qaw ! Hahahha , the whole day ai dengan haqim duaduaaan jehc . Pegy maqan dengan dyeh , bwad burger dengan dyeh , kene marah dengan dyeh , ah aleq pon dengan dyeh . Semuehrnye dengan dyeh , Bagos eyh ? Hahahaha .
Reach baaack hommmeeee , sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep all the way .

# 14 November

Woke up early cause need to go for OBS briefing . Instructor dyeh hot , hohohoo ^^ . Blablabla , kaq fiza taq perlu kacawkacaw ai . Gerammmmmmmmmmm nyehhrr ai . Abeyhabeyh sofian pon kacaw ai , sepaq kang korang duehr ! Geram dow geram ai dibuatnyehr . Pendeqkan cytehr , ai worldwar with Bbieclown . perang maha perang siyol kytehr duehr . Darah ai up jehc tawuq . Kay la pendeqkan cytehr , ai sampai rumah ai melalaq macam naq apehr . Kay after that , tetibe Randy message ai . So the whole time Randy try to cheer me up , he had a hard time cheering me up , Kesian randy . Thanks anyway ! Okay headed to geylang with Family reach back home and after that Onthephone with Bbieclown . Kesian ai kene lecture rabaqrabaq . Satuh part nyh dyeh katehr , " tady ai tegor yuh naq tengoq yuh ubah kehr tq , beyh atlast bobal paikia dgn ai , ai pon bobal paikia aleq uhc siyol " . Dalam haty ai katehr , Katehr WawaKsiaow mahhhh ! Hahahahaha , Kay lazy to elaborate , After that sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep !

# TODAY
Got woken up by Haiqal's call . Ai tengah tydo dyeh suroh turon jumpehr dyeh , Sumpah Irrits dow -.-
Kay jumpehr dyeh taq makeup langsong , paqai sluar 3/4 dengan singlet jehh . Lepaq dengan dyeh till noon then when back home cause need to go for mendaki . Today's mendaki was fine for me , Ai lazy to elaborate laaa , Too Many Too Mention . Okay laaa , after mendaki headed to NeqEsah house . Blablablabla , NeqEsah aqan masoq hospital agyk . Her condition is getting worse as the days goes by . Ai knowh you have no chance of recovering but somehow hanyehr dengan berdoa ahje wahdah leyh tolong neq , ai dont wanna lose you . Haaaaaish :'( . Kay fastforward skipskip , Daddy fetch me back . Dalam keta ai barengbareng nyanyinyanyi sekuat tidaq , Bagos eyh prangai ? Hahaha ! Okay la reach back home since just now till now im still playing my lappy . Hhehehe , Whole day text Randy and Acap only . . Kay da stopstop , adehr satuh kunikk nyh paitaw ai . TaqBaeqq seyh! You should know who you are dude ! TaqpehrTaqpehr , Kayy laaaaaaaaa , Tomorrow meeting Bbie , naq sort things out , Hopefully taq perangduniehr laa pulaq kan . Hahahah ! Kay ai penat , Tqmoh call or Text , Ai wanna sleeeeeeeeep !
Chalobeteh , Nytesnytes , Sleeptight , Takecare . M I M P I I N D A H kay ? Xoxo <3

nbccb !

2010-11-15T12:04:00.002+08:00

Supeeerb buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuusy !
Will update when im free and when mood is back up .
Anything text me , Dont CALL ! , ThaaaaaaaaaaankYooooooooooouh .

P/S : Remember this word kay boy ,
" KARMA " ! -.-

- stop blaming me in everything , stop saying im the one whom make you suffer .
stop saying that because of me everything is ruin . Blame yourself for making it an end lasttime .
Blame yourself for being so egoistic towards me . And lastly , Ai buqan barang .
Naq ameq , taqnaq buang . Biar adehr care kay sayang oiy ? Not to forget ,
" Dont play games with the girl that can play better " . Try me kay ? TRY ! Let the game starts.

2010-11-13T13:55:00.002+08:00

sumpah ai rindu you . haishh :'(

Haiiiiiiiiqaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal .

2010-11-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

SelamatMalamCyntaa ! : D

Reach baaack home around 9plus just now , As for today im Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapppyyyyyyy !
Im gladly and proudly to say I have move on . Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap , da move on siyooooool wawa . Actually kan , boley dikatekan move on uhc . Just need to get myself busy and not think about Exboyfriend . Kay yesterday ai was pissed off with several people . Malas mawuhh elaborate , as for today woke up superduper early cause need to go for mendaki . Bangon pagypagy received alotalot of textmessages from assholes . Reply all them back . Pegy mendaki paqai baju keje , firsttime taw ai kwa paqai baju keje . Dalaam bus dengar lagu and tydooo , bangon semuehr orang tengoq pt ai , Paiseyh siyaaa ai ! hahahah . Kay pendeqkan cytehr ai had a fun time with Kynn at mendaqi , ai nyanyi2 talkcraps and laughlaughlaugh . Was down with a feverflucough at that period of time , sumpah irrits gylehr babi , Grrrrrrrrrr -.- . Kay la reach work early , before that ai vomit da bapehr kaly , naq tawuh asal ? coughcough then vomit lorr . Kay reach work first person ai saw Amirul ^^ . Dyeh senyom pat ai , ai masoq and get ready everything . So then ai kene bwad dining and bwad kitchenduty . Ai wholeday dengan amirul , ai sukehr ai sukehr . Hahahahaha ^^ . One time tengah bwad burger dgn amirul , beyh this makcik and this guy yang pt blakang kyterh kacaw2 , dyeh katehr , " Nyh duehr da mcm pasangan . Jady pasangan pon bagos , duehr2 trainee duehr2 blaja . " And ai was liike smiling throughout ? Hahahahah . Ai keje aseq messagemessage jehc , Abeyh firuz aseq kacaw ai . Whole day kene kacaw dgn dorang , taq baeek seyhh . Andand Amirul bwad kan ai lunch , Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww sweet uhc dyeh . Ai dengan dyeh bobal gagap2 siyaaa , its like naq bobal dgn each other pon taq betol , peliq kankankan ? Heeeee . Kay la lepas work met Haiqal . Lamehr taq jumpehr dyeh dooow ! Da jmpehr dyeh standard , my cheeks became the victim . Aseq cubit jehh , saqet seyhhhh , taqpehrtaqpehr ai ingat . He asked about Ahfly and Iqaa . Kay fastforward dapat hugg Haiqal tady , eyh ai sukehr ai sukehr ^^ , Close friends are close to the heart sentiase , Weeeeeeee ! Okaaay la reach back home call daddy , Worldwar dengan dyeh , Prangai kuniik siyaaa . Kay since just now ai online till now im chatting with Wanporn , Ai sukehr Ai sukehr ! Prangai stop it siyaa kytehr duehr eyh wan ? Sumpah taq perlu , Hahahah . Meeting him nextweek , Kayebest !
Tomorrow working , ai naq boboq , Papehr callling jehh taw ? SigningOff , WawaKsiaow ~

Moving on :'(

2010-11-12T09:30:00.002+08:00

MorningMorningPagy Earthlings : D

Currently chatting with ExBoyfriend ZiblackRetro , dyeh mintaq patch laa pulaq . Jengjengjeng . 0.0

Kay picture above edited by Exboyfriend Bbie when we re together back then , Now we are no longer together . And its like we lasted for only 5 DAYS , You ask for a stead i accept it . Then you ask for a breaq and again you ask for a patch i accept it , And lastly you ask for a breaq again . So now we are no longer together and wont be together again . Yes its beens 5 days ai broke up with you ? Butbut I cant see how it all ended . It just ended just like that . Haaaaish , People kept asking me whad happen to me and you ? All ai could say is ai dont know whad exactly happen between us ? It just ended and ai dont even know the reason why . You didnt even tell me things clearly dude. Andand i've got scolded by your cousin ? Whad The Hell ? Ai taqtaqod dengan budaq JR laa ! Yang laen boleyh baeqbaeq dgn ahqu , asl qaw kenehr gytuh mcm dgn ahqu uhc ghurl ? Eyh pleasee la , samehrsamehr pmpn , you should know how it feels like to be dumped by a guy without any valid reason ! So yes people BbieKsiaow has ended , so now stop asking me why . We wont be together nolonger . You famous pt Facebook ? Ai taqkesah laaaa yer ! Kay ive been thinking about these for quite a while so yeah ai already made a decision as for now . Im gonna forget about everyone that im inlove as for now , im gonna start afresh . Im not gonna turn back , Im not gonna make myself suffer thinking about you Ex's of mine . I wont think about you guys , Smallboy ? Its not worth it for me loving you at all cause ai know we wont be together . Am i rgith ? Ai sayang you laa b !Haaaaaaish . And as for Acap , Haiqal , Ziblack , Zai , Im not gonna be with any of you guys alrytes Dont force me , Please dont . I dont want to give any of you guys hope , Ai dont want to hurt you guys neither do ai want to hurt myself . So please go away , go really farfarfar away from my life . Ai wanna move on with my life , Fuck The Past Kiss The Future . haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaissshhh -.- As for Ahbell , mmy aqan tnggu ddy for your comeback , hopefully you re still rmbr me . I Miss You :'( Okay im off to work , would be reaching home around 8plus ? Anything just text me . Takecare Syg , Assalamualaikum :D

CHOOSE LA

2010-11-11T21:31:00.001+08:00

Second post for the day . Today taq jady work , schedule salah , cikept peyh irrits satuhsatuh .

Ai received text dary Smallboy and Haiqal today , as for Acap , im sorry i dont love you and dont wait for me alrytes . Ai dont want to hurt you like others did , nyh ai blg you siangsiang kaayh Sekarang ai tengah badmood gylehr babi . Okay first thing first ai naq cytehrkan . Ai happy sebab ai tqyah gy checkup causecause im fine , Alhamdullillah . Now that i know im fine , i wont get into that situation again . Okay tady ai pegy Exboyfriend profile , bwad ai sedeyh jeh . Again youre hurting me but yet you kept blaming im hurting you . Boy , Decide whad you want . Me or Her ? Lau you pileh ai buktikan laa , asal profile url sampai namehr pmpn tuh ? Asal mesty dyeh ? Gbrgbr semuehr , asl dyeh jugaq ? Manehr gbr ai semuehrpegy ? betol kehr you da taq sayang ai lagy uh you ? Sumpah ai benci lelaqy . Haiiishhh , Could you please stop hurting me ? You naq sapehr skrg ? sapehr ?Decide who you want laaa . Choose boy choose . Me or Her ? Kejap dyeh , kejap ai , manehr satuh youh naq nyh ? Jangan maenmaen kan haty ai boleyh taq ?Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh , ai sedeyh sgtsgt . Andand as for smallboy , masyallah hanyeh tuhan saje yang tawuh betapehr sygnyehr dan rynduhnyehr ai pat dyeh . haiish taqpehr laa . Da laaa bye ! Ai malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas naq laaaayaaaan laqy lagy ! -.-

Ai Rynduh B E L O < 3 , 020110 dalam ingatan :'(

2010-11-11T12:46:00.000+08:00

Ay Ay Baybayh , Afternoon Lovelies !
Currentmood am missing someone so so so badly . Yesterday whole day slack at home despite being ask to go out with friends and exboyfriend of mine . Im tired , whad more could i say ? Okay yesterday ai chatted with Wanporn , as usual he started the chat by calling that petname of his . WanpoonngTripooong ! Next week our 1year of friendship , Cepat kan you ? Hhhee . Ohyeah , Wanporn kept asking me when can i meet him and so on , all i could say ai dont know and when you want . Wanporn keje pt hotel , Hohoho . Btw wan , you know how much ai miss you taq ? I miss you alot tawuq taq , aseq teringatingat jeh pacal dulu . Haaaaish -.- Kayy taqpehr . Everytime ai chatted with Wanporn or contact back with him , it would reminds me of my Exboyfriend Ahbell . Or known as Belo . Ohmygoodness , Bylehr da teringatkan dyeh strart uhc ai jiwangjiwang semuehr . So song above he sent it to me when he baru kwa dary remand pt jurong . That time dyeh masoq 2minggu , after that dapat bail kwa . Eyh Dddy ! Mmy Rynduh Ddy Laaa !
Im Like his Last Exgirlfy sebelom dyeh masoq ? And Ai bwad siyal dgn dyeh sebelom dyeh masoq ? Abeyh bylehr dyeh da masoq ai yang menyesal mcm naq apehr . Sumpah bell , Ai rynduh you teramatla sangat , HaishHaish , Da2 fastforward skipskip . AcappStarr mintaq wawa stead . 0.0 , Sowie youh , ai cumehr naq kawankawan jeh , ai harap youh paham situation ai skrg . As for Smallboy , Ohmy ai still cant forget about you , Why isit so hard to stop loving you ? The more i want to stop , the stronger the loves become . Nevermind Nevermind , Ai taqnaq ingatingat dan sedeyhsedeyh . Tiada gunehrnye , Haaaaaaaish -.-

Okaaay Laaa , Sumpah ai taqdehr mood langsong . Ai naq mandy and go work , keje start at 3 ends at 11 , lamehr kan ? Fermferm sampai rumah midnight , Irrits seyhh . Daaaa laaa Byeeeeeeeeee !